so...tisn't monday anymore i suppose 
i dunno what to say....things in my life feel like turmoil right now...but there's not really much chaos...doesn't make much sense to me....maybe tis my inner turmoil drivin me nuts...the noise inside my head is kinda nuts lately...and i feel like i'm seriously my own worst enemy...i don't know how to tolerate me so i don't know how i could expect anyone else to...i wish i were more than i am....i don't know...i want more than i have....i feel like i've failed at expectations i set for myself...which i've a tendency to set the bar high sometimes & be super impatient with me...i don't know what's wrong with me as of late...i just wanna fix it....
i dunno what to say....things in my life feel like turmoil right now...but there's not really much chaos...doesn't make much sense to me....maybe tis my inner turmoil drivin me nuts...the noise inside my head is kinda nuts lately...and i feel like i'm seriously my own worst enemy...i don't know how to tolerate me so i don't know how i could expect anyone else to...i wish i were more than i am....i don't know...i want more than i have....i feel like i've failed at expectations i set for myself...which i've a tendency to set the bar high sometimes & be super impatient with me...i don't know what's wrong with me as of late...i just wanna fix it....
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