alas....i suppose i should update a lil....it's been a crazy fucked up week..let's start with monday i suppose....
my stepdad's mother passed away on monday....i will be the first to admitt that she was a fuckin crazy to say the least...but in all respects, she was slightly more of a grandmother to me than my real grandmothers were....she cared about what happened to me , that i was cared for, & that she would do anything possible to make my life a good one...i wanted to go home...i wanted to be there for my family, esp my mom who has been takin it hard & has been havin a hard time in general since her & mystepdad kinda seperated in october since he cheated on her, yet they've been in each other's lives & the separation is kinda a joke thtat's only been about to facilitate my stepdad havin a girlfriend for awhile....
.....he moved out & lived with his mother up until thursday when they had a big fight,then she passed monday without them ever speakin of again so he's takin it pretty hard...plus, he's pissed at me for not makin it home... 
....of all the weeks for a trip home to be needed, this was the worst i could imagine...i worked 52 hrs from fri-thurs...nobody would work for me & honestly affordin the trip woulda been hard to do too.... ...so not good at all....
tuesday was all gross snowy & a failed attempt at gettin glasses....puppy & i went to the store,got snacks, & spent the day at home on the couch...i spoke to my mom who made me sooo sad....she was a mess, she needed me, & i could do nothing....so i cried my eyes out after hangin up the phone
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wednesday puppy & i made yummy pancake...then work was slow....yet annoyin cuz people don't share workloads....story of my life....
thursday went well for the most part....crazy business at work....the other mgrs at work did a pretty good job of keepin up with me & sharin the load....all & all, it went well....i worked 13+ hrs & didn't mind too much....
friday sucked....work wasn't as busy as thursday but the other mgrs sucked at life...i was the only person doin shit it seemed ....i'm sooo sick of hearin my name that i wanna change it...i worked my ass off...i dunno what everybody else did... .....so after gettin home, we ordered pizza & watched some tv....my feet hurt soooo bad & i was just kinda exhausted, cranky, & kinda negative... ....puppy put on cartoons to make me happy & snuggled me...twas nice.... 
today i slept in...now i'm talkin to my mommy...need to pick up my drycleanin....made an appt to get an eye exam on tuesday & get new glasses...but yeah....there's a recap for you.....i feel kinda like this....
sorry for the emo negative downer blog this time....and yeah...i command theee.....
my stepdad's mother passed away on monday....i will be the first to admitt that she was a fuckin crazy to say the least...but in all respects, she was slightly more of a grandmother to me than my real grandmothers were....she cared about what happened to me , that i was cared for, & that she would do anything possible to make my life a good one...i wanted to go home...i wanted to be there for my family, esp my mom who has been takin it hard & has been havin a hard time in general since her & mystepdad kinda seperated in october since he cheated on her, yet they've been in each other's lives & the separation is kinda a joke thtat's only been about to facilitate my stepdad havin a girlfriend for awhile....
.....he moved out & lived with his mother up until thursday when they had a big fight,then she passed monday without them ever speakin of again so he's takin it pretty hard...plus, he's pissed at me for not makin it home... ....of all the weeks for a trip home to be needed, this was the worst i could imagine...i worked 52 hrs from fri-thurs...nobody would work for me & honestly affordin the trip woulda been hard to do too.... ...so not good at all....tuesday was all gross snowy & a failed attempt at gettin glasses....puppy & i went to the store,got snacks, & spent the day at home on the couch...i spoke to my mom who made me sooo sad....she was a mess, she needed me, & i could do nothing....so i cried my eyes out after hangin up the phone
.....wednesday puppy & i made yummy pancake...then work was slow....yet annoyin cuz people don't share workloads....story of my life....
thursday went well for the most part....crazy business at work....the other mgrs at work did a pretty good job of keepin up with me & sharin the load....all & all, it went well....i worked 13+ hrs & didn't mind too much....
friday sucked....work wasn't as busy as thursday but the other mgrs sucked at life...i was the only person doin shit it seemed
....i'm sooo sick of hearin my name that i wanna change it...i worked my ass off...i dunno what everybody else did... .....so after gettin home, we ordered pizza & watched some tv....my feet hurt soooo bad & i was just kinda exhausted, cranky, & kinda negative... ....puppy put on cartoons to make me happy & snuggled me...twas nice.... today i slept in...now i'm talkin to my mommy...need to pick up my drycleanin....made an appt to get an eye exam on tuesday & get new glasses...but yeah....there's a recap for you.....i feel kinda like this....
sorry for the emo negative downer blog this time....and yeah...i command theee.....
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i am this literal....
I hope we can hang out in a bar together some time soon. That would help us all feel good, I`m sure.