why wasn't that a campaign song?
i love me some sammy...and i need some of his optimism...i'd been doin pretty good...but the inability of lazy fucktards to step it up & be productive is gettin old fast, as well as the belief at work that i'm the one to call with questions...i'm not the gm...so fuck off kids, grow some balls, & refer to the man in charge when you can't think for yourselves....cuz tisn't me that needs to hear your bullshit on my day off...i don't get paid enough
sorry...please pardon my work rant
i'm also becomin easily overwhelmed lately with the stupidest of things...such as housework...i suppose it's because of lack of time & then motivation plus energy when i do have time, as well as a billion other things i need to do..i've been feelin like lately that i'm expected to be sooo many things at once that me is a hard one to fit in...i need some time...time for me...time to be me...but time is always slippin away...she's another member of the evil monster posse that has no mercy for me...
and it crosses my mind ever so often that a girly would be nice...even if it were just a friend...which is prolly what i want most...but they all seem so flakey...and nobody finds me interesting....
i am gettin my hair done tomorrow....so wish me luck since that hasn't gone right in awhile...plus i'm goin to a new place...but...i hope i'm happy when tis over cuz i hate the color now soooo much....
i didn't get any halloween candy this year...not even clearance candy afterwards....it makes me ever soooooo sad..
puppy & i are tryin to plan some fun things in our spare time...a few concerts comin up..then the sgchicago meetngreet...he tries ever soo hard to make me happy & tis appreciated more than i could ever express...
so i already have the chauffeur...just have to work on the rest i suppose..
13 more days til i see my mommy...
so thanks for readin if you did...pardon my random & rantin...but twas indeed way past time to update...
feel free to show some love....cuz i'd like some
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rockstargirl52:
I don't know why you even answered your phone! voicemail was invented so you didn't have to talk to assholes right then and there. Use it, or it's just another good invention gone to waste. As for finding a girl, it would probably help if you were single. Or if it were obvious you were in an open relationship. Based on your blogs alone, you sound like a sub in a hetero relationship with no interest but your dude.
perilouspup:
^^ finally, a use for this emoticon :menstruation: