candykydfairy

*le sigh*...so far tis been a pretty great weekend...had cereal whilest watchin some looney tunes this morn...went to the up for grabs thing & got some new free clothes & donated some old stuffs too...then had a yummmmy lunch....looked at puppies & kitties at the spca...i sooo wanted to bring home this adorable kittie that kept trying to pull my glasses off to play with her & batting me on the face, she was pretty awesome...and i also reallllly wanted to bring home this adorable black lab puppy named butch...i woulda loved him lots & lots...& made fun pulp fiction references to him lots too....but alas....tisn't yet time for a puppy...plus i do quite love the one in a mansuit that i have now

i wish i felt pretty every now & then...i totally don't...tis a rare occasion when it happens & it never lingers...i wish i photographed well....never seems to happen...i miss being the candykyd i used to be...twas soo liberating to get to be childish, trade in my adult disguise for my kyd gear & go somewhere to dance....to lose all my cares & worry about nothing but the beat & feeling it....dancing like i mean it & like nobody's watching...twas always wonderful...i soo miss it....i feel like a slacker...i need to bake more & write more...i'm also pissed cuz i've got some fraud on my bank account that's costing me some serious issues & money...words of advice...don't bank at places who are named as improper fractions

i'm bein quite dilligent about this whole job thing...there are a few quite good potentials that i'm extremely qualified for...and i'm makin sure these places i've applied know this...and i won't give up...once i get one of
these settled...i move on lookin for job 2...for as much as i hate to, it neeeds to be done...

i miss this guy....


i miss dancin barefoot in the fields with the hippies...

if anybody ever wants to take me to do such....just say the word...

EDIT:
a lil definition for you cats....courtesy of websters...
friend-one attached to another by affection or esteem, one that is not hostile, a favored companion

i'm all for brutal honesty...but fuck if i'm not tired of opinions & criticism..i believe you should do unto others....and i'm not quite fond of how i've been spoken to or treated lately...mainly spoken to...so i'm kinda goin into my shell for awhiles....judge not...support is an important part of friendship...one that i won't do without...