candykydfairy

yeah...i hate the cold...and i can't find my earmuffs...or my gloves...or my scarf...i prolly tossed them or something when i was moving...i tossed alot of important stuff in my frustration of moving & am startin to regret it...i left my fave black coat with the hood @ my old apartment when i moved ...my gray coat has no buttons....my tan coat has a lining that's coming apart along with the pockets & it's buttons are gettin quite loose...it's kinda a reflection of how i feel sometimes...it's pulled together & slightly functional yet comin apart at the seams that nobody sees...i'm tryin really hard these days... i stress stupid shit which i've always done & i'm startin to feel that pay cut i took to move to cincy ..i need a new bookbag & the other aforementioned winterstuffs....but....yeesh...i dunno...i am nearin poverty indeed...again....*sighs*....c'est la vie....

as much as all of the above frustrates & annoys me...there are some wonderful things that offset it all & diminish the evilness of my real world...such as...

whom keeps me sane & then some
and then there's also

whom i was suposed to see earlier this week...but due to tiredness & all around frustration i opted to stay in...so, i miss my panda

xmas is comin & i'm such a fuckin scrooge...maybe tis just this...


i've been scarce lately still as mentioned before with the sex comas, the work, & the laziness...but i shall try harder...but for real...i shall only do so if you guys try harder with the fuckin comments! i leave you with something that pleases me greatly...

i'm sure these guys were breakin before it was even called breakin...
bonus points for anyone who can tell me the name these guys performed under without cheatin