candykydfairy

soooo....everyone is always quick to point out that i think & worry too much...i am well aware & thanks for statin the obvious guys tis the noise inside my head....and the only ways i can ever seem to quiet it is through the calmin presence of my puppy or (you will all prolly laugh but) when i cum(and yeah, i'm gonna say it, masturbation does very lil for me anymore)...yeah,yeah, i know ....sometimes music helps...doesn't quiet but slightly lowers the volume of mind's noise...but sometimes it only hurts cuz i've been known to say i'm vulnerable to the emotions of songs...i know also that i'm impatient & quite the brat at times...i am an 8 year old at heart after all you know...also, when i was lil, my nickname was pest....and for good reason, cuz i pester ever soo well...and i apologize to those who have to deal with it alot...

i've not felt well the last few days..dealin with a migraine that never really stops tis annoyin...i bailed onmy trip to bowling green cuz of it to hang with my friend jill....i wasn't felin up to the drive or the bar...tis also causin very odd sleepin patterns indeed...

i tried to accomplish some stuff that's quite important today to no avail....i need a new bank....and i'm not pleased at selection...i refuse to give my business to these conglomerate corporate machines again...but the options are slim in the middle of nowhere...

i watched the simpsons today cuz i had to get outta the apartment for a lil while...i was goin nuts...twas mediocre...then i went to deal with a bank thing but couldn't complete the task so i stopped back by work to get my cookie containers so i could maybe bake this evenin...and i realize how things i asked to be done or things that should be common sense weren't taken care of as i would expect... i worked for about an hour, told the on duty asistant to do some stuff on her way out & pass further instructions on her replacement...tis really like babysittin sometimes i swear...
i also went to the goodwill even though i been gettin rid of clothes...tis a kickass goodwill & i had to salvage the day somehow..
REDEEMIN FACTORS OF THE DAY

• kick ass mint condition labyrinth shirt with david bowie(and it's sparkly)


• a lovely lilac dress that i shall wear out soon with my puppy since i plan to take him somewhere nice soon


• i made a yummy pasta dinner


• i have almost filled another bag for the goodwill donatin

i'm considerin sellin some of my old clothes on ebay but these are hard to part with...my lovely raver pants that i've held so dear but have only put on twice in the last 2 years.. i love them dearly & don't want to part...but reality crashes in to inform that she & the evil monster of repsonsiblity & time plan to not give me many opportunities to enjoy them in the future...so i'll prolly put them for sale soon...you'd be amazed how much other raver kids will pay for such...mine were all one of a kind made by a friend...wanna see a few?






yep...i don't go by candykydfairy for nothin