candykydfairy

maybe my issues were a premonition....

so yeah...the update...the birthday was sunday...and it just leads me to further believe the rantings of tyler durden as i grow older...i am not a beautiful & unique snowflake...every day is just another day...

there were beautiful efforts & slight reminders that maybe i'm more than i believe...but sometimes i do undermine good work...regardless in the end i still feel special if not in me, but in the attempts of others...

i vow that i will not be the unsure uncertain doubtful me that has plagued me recently anymore....shooo fly....

so i've been feelin slightly ill lately...and today sucked....cuz i get to work...feel terrible,...try to do my monday stuffs...and then who shows up but my auditor....with the new stricter audit in it's i do belive very first week of implementation....a stricter harsher audit...and i'm worried about my score....i don't want it to drop...but i know it will considerin everything he's found wrong already...but something's i expected to be wrong weren't & others i expected to be good weren't...so tomorrow...time will tell....

i soo need to do laundry & such...and feel better....and stress less....

maybe a lovely puppy might like to lick my face tomorrow....or anything else works...leg humpin or humpin of any kind would be also welcome indeed...