candykydfairy

so i like it here...and i shall share my usual ramblings with you wonderful fabulous people who might grace my thoughts with the presence of your eyes & minds....the dust on my boogie shoes....alas....someone call in suzy homemaker to come dust the damned things...or better yet, someone take me dancing...i need to shake my groove thing...i need to dance like i mean it & like nobody's watching....it's been far far too long since i did some slightly shameful booty dancin...or any serious dancin at all for that matter.and HYPNOTIC & HAGGLER reunite in johnson city, tn this weekend..if any of you TN/VA/NC peeps know & don't go...i pity the fool...cuz there's where i wanna be.....i did make some bracelets the other day, which makes me ever so happy...and i danced with betty in my puppy's kitchen...so at least i'm still experiencin some of my releases i thoroughly enjoy...yet i continue to be hunted by the monstrous possee that shall always hunt me to come crashin in angrily with a vengenance to remind that they exist and i shall never ever escape them....time & responsibility seem to be my least favorites i do believe....but damned if vulnerability isn't throwin her hat in the ring with a fierceness to rival the beasts of the jungle even...i seek not beasts that travel in packs but fairies & nymphs that enlighten & uplift in their own magical mysterious ways...i suppose there isn't enough sparklies to deflect my stalkers or maybe they're just attracted to glitter...if that's the case, i'm fucked...and i ramble in coded goodness that pleases my spastic mind...the sun keeps tryin to shine but the evil clouds and the cold just chase it away...sometimes assurance is all too vital....distraction tis a very easy thing for me....and sometimes it seems there are far too many directions to go, things to do, wars to wage, bullshit to put up with, & lashings to be taken....but so is life i do believe...there tis sadly lil to be done but attempt to pick the battles wisely and embrace the good things tightly in hopes of erasing all the bad....



*sighs*...the carefree dancin days....










and the above japanese fellow wants to marry me....problem is, he just doesn't know it...even though i told him such....not in physical words mind you, for his presence is too much for such at most times for me & i just drool... but to be mrs.satoshi okamoto...then my black girl name would make me sound asian...like a kung fu star...teneka okamoto....tis a nice ring to it...but alas, tis in japan & thinks me odd i do believe...