Greece: a strange holiday

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Hello guys how are u? I'm back :) I spent one week in Greece, in Rhodos island.

It was my first time there, and it was my dream; I've always wanted to go there because my passion for Ancient Greeks and the mithology never left me.

My "bf" was there to wait me... he is half greek and half swiss... I was so happy... but in few days he was strange and he said to me he nedded a break... my heart was and is broken

U know why I love this place... I love being accepted cause in my life I was all the time "the different"... I founded in him a person who also accepted myself and he is proud of me to be a suicidegirl... but now I'm so scared... some guys doesn't want to share their gf in the web... and I'm scared he wont me anymore... and also that I wont find another guy who will love me for what I am...

I'm so scared... my dream life is having a family but it seems more a dream than a reality... :(

anyway... I visited so many beautiful places in Greece... it was a dream and it is still a dream :) I'd like to visit also Athene... it seemed to live in a Paradise... but I wasn't really happy so I didn't take so many pictures... I didn't want to remember a sad place for me... so here few pics for u all <3

so I need hugs guys!!!

and are u ready for my set?? only 2 weeks left!! YAY

xoxo

CandyHell

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irobotdave:
Hugs! There is never a good time to hear that a break is needed, but I would think on holiday is one of the worst. Hopefully he will  realize that you are an amazing woman and make peace with the fact that you are a suicide girl. The photos you have shared are great! I hope you will hold some fond memories of this trip no matter what happens with your bf. I can't wait for your new set!
diablorojo:
I have an endless supply of hugs for you.  I think you are doing great considering the circumstance and you are showing you are not just beautiful but brave and resilient.  It makes me sad that you are scared and I wish you would not be so hard on yourself.  I am hoping you get whatever it is you want, just not at the sake of your happiness or well being.  It's just like Dory said in Finding Nemo "just keep swimming, just keep swimming"!  If you go your separate ways you don't need to worry about finding someone to love you for who you are. Just go to the top of your page and you will see 6752 people who already do!  Love ya!

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