I am broken-hearted.
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Someone I care about doesn't like me anymore. How sad. I feel so unloved... unloveable...and to think I actually tried this time... I really felt like I was more of myself than I have ever been with other guys. Maybe the age difference is too much. There's definitely a difference in our priorities. He chose "work" over me. If...
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Someone I care about doesn't like me anymore. How sad. I feel so unloved... unloveable...and to think I actually tried this time... I really felt like I was more of myself than I have ever been with other guys. Maybe the age difference is too much. There's definitely a difference in our priorities. He chose "work" over me. If...
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sddrizzt:
I am sorry that someone was not able to see and Appreciate you for who you are. alot of my friends tell me that it is better to have loved then never to have loved at all. And I can see thier point, but it gets so tireing trying all the time. just to have it fail on you. Some say that we are not meant to be with one person that it not natural to be with one person your entire life, because we change and we cannot expect those around us to change with us or in the same ways. so how can we expect love to always be there. I am starting to believe that friends are the best things to have in your life. there is a seperation there a slight barrer to protect one another, that you do not have in a full out love afair. but yet there is a closeness that that seems to grow. because lets face it you can tell your best friends things you would not share with a boyfriend or husband girlfriend or wife. I am sorry for your loss gorgeous. I pray to the fates that your heart grows stronger from this.
*RaNDoM ThOuGhTS:*
1. I love the shrimp and lobster tacos at PB Bar & Grill on Taco Tuesdays! I also have an unhealthy obsession with chocolate and cheese. Not together though. Oh, and WINE. I adore wine. Makes me feel sophisticated, haha.
2. Yesterday, my new 30ish neighbor from the Czech Republic was so drunk out of his mind that not only couldn't...
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1. I love the shrimp and lobster tacos at PB Bar & Grill on Taco Tuesdays! I also have an unhealthy obsession with chocolate and cheese. Not together though. Oh, and WINE. I adore wine. Makes me feel sophisticated, haha.
2. Yesterday, my new 30ish neighbor from the Czech Republic was so drunk out of his mind that not only couldn't...
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I'm fucked up right now... so what else is new?? I swear my neighbors talked me into it... talked me into 2 glasses of wine and a big, fat spliff that is!!! The joint was calling to me! It was against my will!! haha. Who am I kidding? Yeah, I may have a paper, a midterm, and 3 classes tomorrow starting at 9:30 am, but...
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likwid_todd:
oh my god. you and i love the exact same women (especially adriana and angelina). 
nice pic by the way. i prefer procrastination actually. all my best ideas seem to flow when i'm in a time crunch.
nice pic by the way. i prefer procrastination actually. all my best ideas seem to flow when i'm in a time crunch.
lolablu:
Yes, things look quite dramatic right now. The whole story of what's going on lately, with me and with practically everyone I know, is dramatic. The funny thing? I feel quite normal and at peace. Like at the eye of a storm.
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mana:
Oh thank you. You are lovely. But I don't have the nosering no more
avantgarde:
Reminds me of that Blind Mellon video.
I'm working on a new painting right now that revolves around a bleeding red heart and I'm going to incorporate my favorite quote "Art makes visible." It's gonna look killer when it's done...
I had a lovely weekend that included a night of lively Latin jazz and roast duck (Mmmm! It was a classy jazz club), some steamy hottness with my boy afterwards (who is...
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I had a lovely weekend that included a night of lively Latin jazz and roast duck (Mmmm! It was a classy jazz club), some steamy hottness with my boy afterwards (who is...
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likwid_todd:
yeah. i feel the same way. i've got tons to do as well.
aruzia:
candycox, you are MY pornstar.
I stumbled upon the funniest book the other night at Urban Outfitters (luv that store!). It was a collection of rather absurd but hilarious "would you rather...?" dilemmas that seriously made me PISS my pants in laughter. Oh, how I love randomness!
1. Would you rather have every stoplight turn green upon your arrival for the rest of your life or have one week of...
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1. Would you rather have every stoplight turn green upon your arrival for the rest of your life or have one week of...
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I'M REALLY REALLY FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW. HENCE THE CAPS. AND HENCE USING THE WORD "HENCE." Haha. These lovely greens sure are fuckin' STONEY beauts. I'm colossally (extreme adjective: co + LOSS + ally) FuCKeD UP after only TWO, **repeat two** hits. Mind you, I love to smoke. What I'm saying is: ThIs Is SoME StOnEY ShIt.
Did I mention that I'm playing HoOKeY today...
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Did I mention that I'm playing HoOKeY today...
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likwid_todd:
i would be honored. 
OH MY MOTHERFUCKING GOD. I just found out that one of my closest and bestest friends is talking about getting MARRIED this coming AUGUST!!!! 
I opened her email, and the first thing she says is:
"brace yourselves... I am pretty much probably going to get married in August and wouldn't be surprised if I was engaged pretty soon..."
She goes to BYU in Utah, where...
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I opened her email, and the first thing she says is:
"brace yourselves... I am pretty much probably going to get married in August and wouldn't be surprised if I was engaged pretty soon..."
She goes to BYU in Utah, where...
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Damn, I wish my boy were here right now so I could get me some action. hehe. I'm so bad - I reallayy want my boob to be sucked right now, to be perfectly blunt. Sometimes a girl just needs some motherfuckin' play. Is that so much to ask? 
Anyways, I'm excited - I have plans with my friend Heather and her bf to go...
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Anyways, I'm excited - I have plans with my friend Heather and her bf to go...
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johnsonboy:
That's really a good poem. It gets better as it goes along. Some nice imaginative wordplay. And I'm not just saying that because I'm a total stoner, even though I am.
