dusty corner 7-14-05
shrunken candles in the dusty corner
of my room, isolated
and forgotten.
some are contorted
like scraggly fingers,
or like dying roots,
curling and withering
and fighting
to save themselves.
crumpled carcasses in the dark.
i feel like those candles,
gasping, aching
to feel more alive,
to feel light revive my dead
fingers
and arouse the blood
that once reddened my lips....
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shrunken candles in the dusty corner
of my room, isolated
and forgotten.
some are contorted
like scraggly fingers,
or like dying roots,
curling and withering
and fighting
to save themselves.
crumpled carcasses in the dark.
i feel like those candles,
gasping, aching
to feel more alive,
to feel light revive my dead
fingers
and arouse the blood
that once reddened my lips....
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sddrizzt:
so how was the trip did you have fun?
synfull:
you look cute without makeup too. (bloody hell mate, that's the god's honest.)...the word/phrase that always got me when i was spending time in ireland was when they say "pissed", i kept thinking it meant mad like "pissed off" like we use it, but to them and most of the rest of the world it means drunk.
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scheisskopf:
Oh yeah, one more South Dakota attraction:
The World's Largest Rubber Ball???
I think.
l8r
The World's Largest Rubber Ball???
I think.
l8r
tonystheme:
Hey yeah, that painting is hot. It was fun to take (the pictures) and fun to paint the painting 
Glad you liked it
Justin
Glad you liked it
Justin
HOLY SHIT - look at Dani's newest set!!! Too HOTTT for words!! yowsa.
I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my...
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I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my...
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I'm back!!! 
Back from 2 weeks of relaxing vacation... 4 days aboard a Carnival cruise ship in the Carribean and a week in Florida. While on the ship, our one day stops were at Key West and Cozymel. Both places are absolutely beautiful - clear blue waters, gorgeous beaches, palm trees, tropical weather, yummy drinks with little umbrellas... what more could I have asked for??...
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Back from 2 weeks of relaxing vacation... 4 days aboard a Carnival cruise ship in the Carribean and a week in Florida. While on the ship, our one day stops were at Key West and Cozymel. Both places are absolutely beautiful - clear blue waters, gorgeous beaches, palm trees, tropical weather, yummy drinks with little umbrellas... what more could I have asked for??...
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synfull:
welcome back
Hi bitches!
So guess where I'm going for the next 2 weeks??
I'll be in Florida for a family reunion with all my relatives on my dad's side.
Then off for a 4 day cruise around the Carribean!! WHOOO!
Bet you're jealous... I can't wait for some much needed R&R. I've been so stressed out over job interviews and such this past week. I definitely...
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So guess where I'm going for the next 2 weeks??
I'll be in Florida for a family reunion with all my relatives on my dad's side.
Then off for a 4 day cruise around the Carribean!! WHOOO!
Bet you're jealous... I can't wait for some much needed R&R. I've been so stressed out over job interviews and such this past week. I definitely...
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ari:
Cool!!! Make sure to wear sunsceen.
Thise pictures are hotttt!!!
Ummmm blood.
Thise pictures are hotttt!!!
Ummmm blood.
vidalwolf:
i like the pics they rock. oh and my work karma went horribly wrong. i got fired. 
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 12:20AM]
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 12:20AM]
So I had my interview... or should I say INTERVIEWS at Kalypsys today. I was interviewed by SIX, COUNT EM, SIX different people today. It was a bit overwhelming, but I think I did fine. Hopefully. I've never gone through such an intensive interviewing process before. I don't want to get my hopes too high for this first attempt...
First, let me say that the...
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First, let me say that the...
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vidalwolf:
ha! who said anything about ME having good karma. i've been working off a karmic debt for the past 3 years!!! lol. i just happen to enjoy work. the girl stuff is where my karma kills me. well i hope your karma is good and helps you with your job situation. 
scheisskopf:
Hey, I'm doing OK, been in kind of a rotten mood lately, except for the fact that I've put an offer on a house-- I just hope things will change for me if I get it.
Good luck with the job situation. I hope it works out for you. You're extremely nice and BY FAR the most intelligent person I've met on SG. I appreciate the comments and stuff and I enjoy your posts.
Take care.
Good luck with the job situation. I hope it works out for you. You're extremely nice and BY FAR the most intelligent person I've met on SG. I appreciate the comments and stuff and I enjoy your posts.
Take care.
Falling in love is, in some ways, indistinguishable from a severe pathology. Is love addictive? Is love like abusing a drug??
THE PATHOLOGY OF LOVE
By Sam Vaknin
Author of "Malignant Self Love - Narcissism Revisited"
Behavior changes caused by falling in love are reminiscent of psychosis and, biochemically speaking, passionate love closely imitates substance abuse. Appearing in the BBC series Body Hits on December...
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THE PATHOLOGY OF LOVE
By Sam Vaknin
Author of "Malignant Self Love - Narcissism Revisited"
Behavior changes caused by falling in love are reminiscent of psychosis and, biochemically speaking, passionate love closely imitates substance abuse. Appearing in the BBC series Body Hits on December...
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synfull:
i always new i was crazy when i was in love and now i have proof.... fucking love...can't live with it (or at least it rarely lasts forever) and without it you can write some pretty damn good poetry.
Nice entry. Rage against the dying of the light. You certainly still have your mind and good looks to boot.
Innocence is good. Stay gold, Pony Boy.
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thank you for your kind words regarding my portfolio.
i found your poetic works to be absolutely splendid and encourage you to continue writing, as you truly have a way with words.
sincerely yours