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candycox

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Member Since 2005

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Thursday Oct 06, 2005

Oct 5, 2005
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My heart is officially dead. I wasn't supposed to care.

Still, somehow, I did.


I really did.


But I'm willing to sacrifice my heart just this one time.


It would be nice not to "feel" anything for a little while.



I hate falling in love with a fairy tale.



It's always too good to be true.




UPDATE: OMFG, my beloved STORMY is back!!!!!!! Wooot!!


That makes me feel better for the time being. love
portiaatecoals:
my heart was broken...

but i realized i was depressed a lot earlier than that... but it took the breaking of my heart to realize it.

i read your blogs and i understand. i'm so sorry. i hate where i am. and i bet i hate where you are too.
Oct 6, 2005
noone03:
i very much doubt that your heart is dead sweetie. and truth is good... rough at times, but still good.
Oct 6, 2005

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