My heart is officially dead. I wasn't supposed to care.
Still, somehow, I did.
I really did.
But I'm willing to sacrifice my heart just this one time.
It would be nice not to "feel" anything for a little while.
I hate falling in love with a fairy tale.
It's always too good to be true.
UPDATE: OMFG, my beloved STORMY is back!!!!!!! Wooot!!
That makes me feel better for the time being.
Still, somehow, I did.
I really did.
But I'm willing to sacrifice my heart just this one time.
It would be nice not to "feel" anything for a little while.
I hate falling in love with a fairy tale.
It's always too good to be true.
UPDATE: OMFG, my beloved STORMY is back!!!!!!! Wooot!!
That makes me feel better for the time being.
but i realized i was depressed a lot earlier than that... but it took the breaking of my heart to realize it.
i read your blogs and i understand. i'm so sorry. i hate where i am. and i bet i hate where you are too.