candaceadelle

maybe this post will be a bit happier. i dont know. ill try. i still get bummed out pretty quick. doesnt take much these days.
but the funeral for my dear friend was this past thursday. it felt good. i felt her presence. i saw her sitting with her 2 girls. holding on tight. thinking of her makes me smile.
makes you realize how precious life really is. you have to cherish every moment you have with your loved ones.
i tried reaching out to my sister since my friends death. i shouldnt be surprised with how she reacted. but i atleast have to try to reach out to her. we were really close. but some actions were taking that i still am shocked from. she basically kicked her own mother and father out of the house because her boyfriend wouldnt come home unless they left. my sister lives 8 hours from us. she never comes home. so the end result from that situation is that me and my mom and dad are not allowed to come visit her there anymore. cuz of her stupid fuckin immature boyfriend. i guess he cant handle the way we treat him. which i think is perfectly fine. we are very sarcastic people. and too bad if you cant handle it. suck it up. thats your gfs family. its not like we live with you. ugh. anyways. the reason i emailed her was because i get a very bad vibe that he is somehow abusing her. whether its physical or mental or emotional abuse. its still abuse. and i dont want my sister to end up in a bad situation. so i emailed her and told her what i wanted to tell her. and what does she do......email my mom asking what that email was about. WTF. u dont have the balls to email me back. well fuck ya then. im done.