candaceadelle

sorry. these blogs are really depressing.
my mind doesnt think anymore. it just does the bare essentials. its blank. nothing there
i dont want to draw. i dont want to paint. i dont want to photograph.
maybe its the weather.
maybe its all this death.
i really cant find a reason to get out of bed.
i laid here all night just staring at the ceiling.
i wake up every morning with a huge migraine too.
that doesnt help.
and then i go to work and all they talk about is justina. (the lady that passed away)
its not like i wanna forget her.
im just so so sad.