candaceadelle

I haven't had much time to get to here. but i think ill take a little time. write a bit.
today wasn't anything special. woke up. came home. hung round. went to work. got frustrated yet again. and now im home. had to have a beer when i got home to calm my mood. i think the drink made things worse. it was either that or the stupid video games. i duno. i need to smarten up. not everyone has common sense. u would think that's a standard in everyone's makeup. but its not so much. i dont know whats so hard about workin with deaf blind residents. i need to just go to work and do my job and come home. work isnt for play. its to pay bills. i just wish i could love my job. no clue what i would do. and to top it all off i gotta start thinkin about a different career. since the place im workin at will be closin down in the next 5 years. maybe less. i dont have many options in this one horse town. anyways. ill write more tomorrow. my mind is racing.