campusninja

I feel so many emotions right now. My father basically threaten to cut me off and stop helping me pay for school. just because of a tattoo. you can't even see it its far enough up my arm to be covered by a t-shirt. and then he got onto me about my stretched ears which I have had for almost six months. I guess I am screwed then because I just stretched to 0 yesterday and he told me today they better not be any bigger then the last time he saw me which was 2. so thats going to make my birthday fun when they come this weekend. Also my mom is like you better not do anything more I don't want you to be a freak. pretty sure anyone I have ever met with tattoos and piercings aren't freaks they may be a bit different but none of them live in trees or eat babies so defiantly not a freak. SG is about the only place I don't feel alienated anymore. I think its pretty sad that just because I do things to my physical appearance that makes me a freak. I know my parents will always love me but I don't want them to judge just because I did things I wanted to do.Having a tattoo or a piercing doesn't mean you hate yourself or have low self esteem its just something you want. I feel it is a way of expressing myself and I enjoy not looking like everyone else.