I'm
so sick.
I either have an awful cold
or the flu.
Jake and I have spent a lot of time together lately.
It's really nice.
I stayed with him last night, it's always such a good feeling to be able to fall asleep in someone's arms.
It's too bad we can't just make it official.
But
I'm just going with whatever happens, there's nothing...
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so sick.
I either have an awful cold
or the flu.
Jake and I have spent a lot of time together lately.
It's really nice.
I stayed with him last night, it's always such a good feeling to be able to fall asleep in someone's arms.
It's too bad we can't just make it official.
But
I'm just going with whatever happens, there's nothing...
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I never thought that getting closure could hurt so bad.
My ex boyfriend, the "one that got away"....
we finally sat down
and talked
it was a short talk
and an awkward talk
but I finally know that I'm never going to have him back.
He said he was sorry
but that still didn't keep me from walking away and bursting into tears.
I've held...
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My ex boyfriend, the "one that got away"....
we finally sat down
and talked
it was a short talk
and an awkward talk
but I finally know that I'm never going to have him back.
He said he was sorry
but that still didn't keep me from walking away and bursting into tears.
I've held...
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nikonphoto80:
i'm so very sorry, that sucks. why didn't he want you back?
I hope things work out with the other guy, work out for the best, what ever the best is.
I hope things work out with the other guy, work out for the best, what ever the best is.
So
it's back to good old OUSC tomorrow.
First day of Fall Quarter.
Obviously I got my loan taken care of. =D
it's back to good old OUSC tomorrow.
First day of Fall Quarter.
Obviously I got my loan taken care of. =D
nikonphoto80:
i hope you have a good first day back.
i'm glad you got you loan.
i'm glad you got you loan.
presence:
good luck this quarter. stay in school! 
The house is empty. It's just me, completely fucking alone.
And I want so bad for someone to be here to hold me.
And I want so bad for someone to be here to hold me.
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nikonphoto80:
are you ok?
i know how you feel, that has been me for about 2 years.
if you want to hang out let me know, give me a time and place and i will see what i can do.
i know how you feel, that has been me for about 2 years.
if you want to hang out let me know, give me a time and place and i will see what i can do.
nikonphoto80:
Well I'm getting ready to leave, I guess if you decided you want to do something you can send me a text or call. I have plenty of text messages if you like to text more. Just remember if you do try to text me or call and I don't get back to you right away try again, there are places where my phone does not work.
My number is 859 358 8053
My number is 859 358 8053
I am incredibly stressed.
Wishing I could read people's minds.
Wishing I could read people's minds.
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nikonphoto80:
is there any place in your area to get cool punk shirts. some one took all of mine a year ago.
nikonphoto80:
Ashland and the hunington mall. why?
Wow
I hate being in debt.
It's freakin' lame.
Hopefully it won't be for too much longer though.
Haven't seen Jake (my ex) since Friday, which would be the day he confessed his undying love to me.
Figures.
I mean
I know it's hard for him to contact me
but still
it figures.
I've been waiting for what seems like ages to get the check...
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I hate being in debt.
It's freakin' lame.
Hopefully it won't be for too much longer though.
Haven't seen Jake (my ex) since Friday, which would be the day he confessed his undying love to me.
Figures.
I mean
I know it's hard for him to contact me
but still
it figures.
I've been waiting for what seems like ages to get the check...
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nikonphoto80:
I wish I could get out of debt, try 16000 on for size, it really sucks. 
Why not try to call him?
I hope you get all the school stuff fixed.
Are you on deviant art? I just joined that sight like a week ago.
Why not try to call him?
I hope you get all the school stuff fixed.
Are you on deviant art? I just joined that sight like a week ago.
nikonphoto80:
well i go by the same name that i go by on here. i will try to look you up a little later.
does he have a house phone?
does he have a house phone?
Okay
so
for some reason
suddenly I feel emotionless.
And nervous.
And pissed off.
I mean
what if I'm being tricked?
Used?
Lied to.
I actually think that maybe I'm just paranoid because I've learned to trust absolutely noone.
Run away.
I feel like they're all liars.
so
for some reason
suddenly I feel emotionless.
And nervous.
And pissed off.
I mean
what if I'm being tricked?
Used?
Lied to.
I actually think that maybe I'm just paranoid because I've learned to trust absolutely noone.
Run away.
I feel like they're all liars.
nikonphoto80:
You have to go with your heart, if you don't' you will regret it, just go with what your heart tells you to do.
presence:
I found you first! muwahahahaha.
Dont be nervous and dont worry about anyone else. You just gotta look out for #1.
Dont be nervous and dont worry about anyone else. You just gotta look out for #1.
I'm still turning things over in my head.
Except the only thing I seem to be doing is replaying everything from yesterday as if it were a movie or a sound recording. Trying to remember every detail as if it's going to help me.
I don't want to break his heart.
And no, that isn't the only reason I'm stuck.
I mean, I still really...
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Except the only thing I seem to be doing is replaying everything from yesterday as if it were a movie or a sound recording. Trying to remember every detail as if it's going to help me.
I don't want to break his heart.
And no, that isn't the only reason I'm stuck.
I mean, I still really...
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Could things seriously get any more complicated?
Jake called me tonight.
And I went to get him.
We were just going to hang out like friends. That's it.
But one thing led to another and we're holding hands and he kisses me and....
we're both standing there saying we just don't know how to stay away from each other.
He poured his heart out to...
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Jake called me tonight.
And I went to get him.
We were just going to hang out like friends. That's it.
But one thing led to another and we're holding hands and he kisses me and....
we're both standing there saying we just don't know how to stay away from each other.
He poured his heart out to...
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nikonphoto80:
You have got to do what in the end will make you happy, you have to look ahead and see what your goals are and see what is the most important things to you, you have to look at him and look 20 years down the road, 30 years, 50 years, and even 100 years and see if you think you could be with that man for that many years, can you see yourself at 70 years old looking at that guy and thinking man he is my life and my soul. If you can see yourself with him like that then I guess it is meant to be, but to many people don't look into the years ahead and end up with some one who 10 years form now just doesn't do it for them any more. good luck, I'm sure it will all work out in the end.
To call
or not to call....
or not to call....
mr_rick:
I don't mind if you call me at all!!!!!!
nikonphoto80:
i guess that depends on who you are going to call and why.
I'm sure a lot of people feel that way, I'm sure your not the only one, you are not insane at all. I to feel that way some times.
Well you could call Jake or one of your friends.
Or you could call me 859 358 8053 I will always listen to some one when they need me to.