It's Tuesday. I'm done with class for the day. School is going very well this quarter and I hope it continues to go well.
I haven't seen Nathan since Saturday night and I haven't spoken to him and I'm trying not to give a shit. I'm working and going to class, he's working, we're both busy, it just doesn't matter.
I'm going to Guyandotte on...
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I haven't seen Nathan since Saturday night and I haven't spoken to him and I'm trying not to give a shit. I'm working and going to class, he's working, we're both busy, it just doesn't matter.
I'm going to Guyandotte on...
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Ugh.
This is awful.
I've had such an insufficient amount of sleep since yesterday.
I haven't been eating or drinking fluids right at all. I can feel it taking a toll on my body and the sad part is I really don't care because I just don't feel like caring.
This is eating me alive.
I am wasting away.
No Halloween costume pictures just yet....
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This is awful.
I've had such an insufficient amount of sleep since yesterday.
I haven't been eating or drinking fluids right at all. I can feel it taking a toll on my body and the sad part is I really don't care because I just don't feel like caring.
This is eating me alive.
I am wasting away.
No Halloween costume pictures just yet....
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nikonphoto80:
Get your butt up and drink and eat right, he is not worth slowly killing yourself over, your no good to anyone sick. if you don't talk to him you are never going to feel safe, you need to find out what is really going on, don't make me come up there, because I will 
I can't wait to see the costume.
The tattoo looks very nice so far.
I can't wait to see the costume.
The tattoo looks very nice so far.
nikonphoto80:
Oh there will be a lot of photos taken, I will make sure there is at least one or two of me.
Well what if you write him a letter and just give it to him the next time you see him, I find that you can say things a lot better that way, you can think things out and read it and re read it until it says what you want to say.
Everything I heave heard about the D700 has been good things, so since I already have all my Nikon stuff I think it would be best for me to go with that.
I know it will be a good time, I love the people I will be with, that is all that matters to me.
Well what if you write him a letter and just give it to him the next time you see him, I find that you can say things a lot better that way, you can think things out and read it and re read it until it says what you want to say.
Everything I heave heard about the D700 has been good things, so since I already have all my Nikon stuff I think it would be best for me to go with that.
I know it will be a good time, I love the people I will be with, that is all that matters to me.
I'm going to look upon this as... rebuilding.
Hope is the most evil four letter word on the planet.
However, feeling hopeless feels much worse.
Hope is the most evil four letter word on the planet.
However, feeling hopeless feels much worse.
nikonphoto80:
What happened, are you ok, did something bad happen?
I certainly feel as if I have no time for anything, anymore. Between work and school I feel like collapsing into a coma for about a week.
I'm half way through the quarter and I'm struggling with what I really want to be doing. I'm an education major. Art education. I've always thought it would be so much fun to teach other people to love...
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I'm half way through the quarter and I'm struggling with what I really want to be doing. I'm an education major. Art education. I've always thought it would be so much fun to teach other people to love...
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nikonphoto80:
I don't have time for anything and all I do is work.
I had no idea that you were an art education major, for some reason I thought you were a photo major.
Well then that is what you have to do, don't ever let anyone tell you how to live your life, "do what you love and fuck the rest", I have the same dream as you, but I don't want to educate people. I'm hopping I will start my business and then all will fall into place.
What are you going to be for Halloween?
I had no idea that you were an art education major, for some reason I thought you were a photo major.
Well then that is what you have to do, don't ever let anyone tell you how to live your life, "do what you love and fuck the rest", I have the same dream as you, but I don't want to educate people. I'm hopping I will start my business and then all will fall into place.
What are you going to be for Halloween?
nikonphoto80:
well you will have your own studio one day, I know you will and maybe I can come and see it, that would be cool.
that sounds like a great costume
I guess I feel like a fuck up because no one seem to ever want to be around me, like I never get to do anything with anyone, I feel like there has got to be something wrong with me, if I don't go out alone then I don't go out at all.
that sounds like a great costume
I guess I feel like a fuck up because no one seem to ever want to be around me, like I never get to do anything with anyone, I feel like there has got to be something wrong with me, if I don't go out alone then I don't go out at all.
Baaah. I freakin' hate ex-boyfriends.
That is all.
That is all.
nikonphoto80:
do you need me to ruff him up? 
what did the little fuck head do to you?
what did the little fuck head do to you?
cassy:
i am with you 100%
Today has certainly been ridiculous.
It's Thursday (well, I guess technically now it's Friday, but we're talking about Thursday here) and that means I have class all day. I had to wake up and the friggin' crack of dawn so I had time to pick up my paycheck, put gas in my car, and then drive to Ironton (a twenty minute drive) to get to...
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It's Thursday (well, I guess technically now it's Friday, but we're talking about Thursday here) and that means I have class all day. I had to wake up and the friggin' crack of dawn so I had time to pick up my paycheck, put gas in my car, and then drive to Ironton (a twenty minute drive) to get to...
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nikonphoto80:
Good professors are so hard to find and they can make a class amazing.
It's always nice to get out of class early but having to drive all that way for only 20 minutes really sucks.
You are an amazing friend for doing that, I would like to think I would do the same, I know that I would for a handful of people.
I have been to Columbus 3 times this year, it's a crazy place.
So what was the story about Mouse, what did he say about her, did he get any of her info like a email or phone number or anything like that?
It's always nice to get out of class early but having to drive all that way for only 20 minutes really sucks.
You are an amazing friend for doing that, I would like to think I would do the same, I know that I would for a handful of people.
I have been to Columbus 3 times this year, it's a crazy place.
So what was the story about Mouse, what did he say about her, did he get any of her info like a email or phone number or anything like that?
I have a wicked headache... and I'm tired.
I'm not sure why I'm still awake.
I'm having these awful feelings about my photography. I've been mega hard on myself lately, and I can't stand to look at my work.
It sucks.
This is an annual thing with me though.
Every year for a short period of time I loathe everything I have ever produced art...
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I'm not sure why I'm still awake.
I'm having these awful feelings about my photography. I've been mega hard on myself lately, and I can't stand to look at my work.
It sucks.
This is an annual thing with me though.
Every year for a short period of time I loathe everything I have ever produced art...
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nikonphoto80:
Don't be so tuff on yourself, we all go thru times like this, just keep working and you will feel better about your work.
nikonphoto80:
but they do have all kinds of beer and other stuff there to.
what place closed down?
what place closed down?
To be honest one of the major reasons I've returned to SG is because I love the community.
Of course, I'm also a huge fan of the photography as well.
Nothing new to report, which is strange since it's been so long.
I am in my fourth quarter at OU, working hard on a degree and still a photo lab tech ftw.
There's a lot...
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Of course, I'm also a huge fan of the photography as well.
Nothing new to report, which is strange since it's been so long.
I am in my fourth quarter at OU, working hard on a degree and still a photo lab tech ftw.
There's a lot...
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oxy:
Welcome back to the SG party
bedwelld:
Good to have you back!
So...
I know this is kind of a shock, right?
But
it's been a little bit over a year.
About a year and five days to be exact.. and I've reactivated my account.
=D
I know this is kind of a shock, right?
But
it's been a little bit over a year.
About a year and five days to be exact.. and I've reactivated my account.
=D
God damn Sean Penn is one sexy mother fucker.
Twenty eight years older than me or not.
haha.
My perpetual fear?
It's starting to go away.
And I think it might be because of Jake.
But it might be other things...
because now I'm just occasionally scared he's going to break my heart.
Tonight we went to my friend Holly's house with a bunch of...
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Twenty eight years older than me or not.
haha.
My perpetual fear?
It's starting to go away.
And I think it might be because of Jake.
But it might be other things...
because now I'm just occasionally scared he's going to break my heart.
Tonight we went to my friend Holly's house with a bunch of...
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nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you are at least getting over that fear a little bit, I'm glad you are starting to trust again, it may just be brick by brick and day by day but as they say Rome was not built in a day.
I hope you can keep your mind off of him.
Where is Guyandotte?
I hope you have a great Halloween.
We should get some coffee or something next time I'm in Ashland.