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I am the most paranoid person you will ever meet.
I wish I could stop worrying about things all the time.
It freakin' sucks.

I cannot wait until March.
nikonphoto80:
What are you worrying so much about?

What happens in March?

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I'm still alive.

The weather is awful here. It started snowing last night and now it's raining and the snow on the ground is a thick sheet of ice. I called off from work this morning and the university was closed.
I'm trapped in the house, which I guess I should appreciate the time off but it's rather boring.
I bought a PS3 last week...
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nikonphoto80:
Its really bad here to, I had to let my car run for half an hr so the ice would let go of my car, it was no fun driving in that stuff, they should have called off work, but they dont care if we get hurt, as long as its not in the building.

Athens Georgia? I hope it is a good move and is a place you can love from day one.

That is a really nice photo.

personaljesus:
You might not believe this but- for a guy who lives in the "warm all the time" Southwest- stuck inside a cozy home, with ice and snow outside with nothing to do but drink coffee and play on the PS3 and surf the net. I would love to trade places with you for a month. Oh look it's going to be 75 degrees this weekend! frown zzzzzzz
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Bah. I fell up my front steps last night (yes, up... I know) and now I have a huge and painful bruise on my knee and I came this close to probably breaking four of my fingers when I tried to catch myself.
I'm feeling so discouraged about my photography lately. I've had zero time to do anything new because of school, work, and the...
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nikonphoto80:
Im really sorry, Im glad you didnt break anything.

We all have our creative blocks, it will pass, I know it will.

Be very careful, you dont want to wait to long, dont let yourself be the right now girl, you do need to take a stand, if you dont start acting like you deserve better then he isnt going to treat you like you deserve better, make him think you are so tuff, he is never going to just change unless you do something to change him.

No matter how smart, how beautiful, how talented a girl or guy is there will always be some one out there who doesnt want them, even if the person who doesnt want them isnt as good looking, or talented or as smart, most young people are always looking for some one better, until some one comes along and makes them think there is no better.

chinnsanity:
"People tell me how smart I am, how talented I am, how laid back I am...
all kinds of shit that you never know what to say when told...
but I can't believe it all since if it were true I may not be in the predicament I'm in right now. "


This has nothing to do with any guy problems. Guys will put a girl's head through hell just to get laid. AND, I've probably done the same at some point in time.

And, I mean...some people are just...TOXIC. Look no further than me and Allie for an example...I'm STILL wrestling with that, myself.

I love you. Stay strong. And you ARE amazing, baybeh! (Chinn doesn't lie!!!!)

Call/Text me soon.



ARRR!!! arrr!
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Hey everyone
just letting you know I'm still alive.
I'm so glad Christmas is over and it's much more calm at work. It's really nice but I'm starting to remember how boring it was, too.
I had a good Christmas and a great New Years, and I hope everyone else did, too.
I just started winter quarter this week and it's going to be hard,...
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nikonphoto80:
im glad your holidays were good.

I hope school goes ok. so what does intro to religion talk about, it sounds like an interesting class to me.

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I am so incredibly thrilled that it is Christmas eve. I'm so ready for the Holidays to be over.
There's a lot going on
I woke up in Nate's bed this morning.
I dont' have time to explain.
Unfortunately I'll go ahead and say that we've not gotten back together. It seems that a month after I wrote that letter, things just went right back...
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you had a great Christmas.

I hope the thing with Nate works out for you.

I really like that photo.

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I just wanted to drop a line and let everyone know I'm still alive, just really busy with work and really tired and stressed.
I'll be back to the regular updates and such eventually, though it may not be until after the Holidays.
We'll see.


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nikonphoto80:
well I hope things go well and have been going well, I miss hearing from you.
paxton:
have a good x-mass
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So
my doctor called me this evening to tell me that I have mild Dysplasia.
Great.
Mild dysplasia is a precancerous disease of the cervix
but
it can clear up on it's own so I just have to wait to go to the doctor in six months and get checked again.
I should be okay.
The chances of it turning into cervical cancer are slim....
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nikonphoto80:
that is really scary, I'm glad they think you will be ok, you better keep an eye on things, we want to keep you around for like 100 or so more years biggrin
oxy:
i hope it all works out ok, im sure you will be fine.
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I am totally and completely disgusted with myself at this moment.

I'm so tired.
I'm working a seven day stretch, today was day six.

This winter is rather uneventful for me.
nikonphoto80:
Why are you so disgusted with yourself? frown

Wow 7 days? that really sucks, I worked 2 6 day work weeks in a row, but not 7, but I would think that your job is a lot more fun then mine.

monk_mcsleaze:
Disgusted? Why?
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Bah.
Things are changing so quickly for everyone around me.

I wonder
maybe it's time for me to change, too.
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grimreaper86:
I agree with Oxy. If you'd like to change go for it, but if your happy with yourself and comfortable with it. Stay the same.
nikonphoto80:
It was pretty fun, there are some things that would have made it better, like some people not being there, but for the most part it was ok.

I feel like I need a change to, part of me wants to leave this place and go somewhere else and start over, but my best friend is here and I dont want to leave her.

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I am almost healthy again, totally awesome.
Tomorrow (or today rather... I should get in bed) I will take my last exam of the quarter and will be done until January. I am so relieved. The winter time always makes school hard for me. I find myself to feel really down in the cold weather and I don't feel like doing much. Thankfully I've made...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm glad you are better

good luck on your exam, I hope you do really well. it is hard to do anything in the winter, it's so cold.

That tattoo looks amazing so far, yes it does look like you.