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It's been a ridiculously long time since I have posted anything of worth here in a while. I don't have an internet connection at the house anymore, though I've found that I can steal my neighbor's from the back porch.... so here I sit. It's really cold. I mean, the weather says it's 56 degrees here right now but I swear it feels like it's...
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nikonphoto80:
Well as long as you have a way to get on the internet then all is good.

Why on earth would it cost you 12,000 to go to that school, its not that great of a school is it, I mean that is a hell of a lot of money, it pisses me off they would fuck you like that.

What kind of laptop are you going to get? I got a new one about 3 weeks ago.
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The military is brainwashing my friends.
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fadetoblack:
hello there internet junkie.
fadetoblack:
geez i know this might sound weird, but i kinda feel like talking to a human being....not just typing. gimma a call if you'd like. 650-269-4166
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Well
I put in my weeks notice at work. Well, more like month notice. My last day is July 31st. I'm very happy to know that I won't ever have to go back to work in the photo lab ever again. I'm not happy there and not happy with the company at all.
I am kind of afraid of not having a job for a...
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nikonphoto80:
Do you know where you are going to be working when you do start to work again? I have to say I cant wait to quit my job, my job has been hell since day one, my last day Im going to dance a fucking jig in the parking lot.

I hope you have a really good time in Florida.

Change scares me also, I have to force myself to do stuff and that is what Im going to have to do really soon.

chinnsanity:
wha-what?! no more random chelc hugs when i'm picking up...milk...and whatever else i buy there?!?!

...my heart is crushed!

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I know it's been a ridiculously long time since I've been around SG and I apologize. Everything is really good. I'm almost done with the quarter, I take my finals on the 8th and then sweet summer vacation. I will be moving to Athens, Ohio at the very begining of September and I couldn't be more excited to start a new chapter in my life...
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nikonphoto80:
im glad things are going well, I hope you have an amazing summer. so what is in Athens? Is there a school close to there?
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Just a quick entry to let everyone know that everything is okay.
I'm a week into Spring Quarter at school and it's pretty okay. A little boring, but okay.
I've had a change of mind lately and it's been doing me some good.
I met some really cool new people and I've been feeling a lot better about myself.


Hope there are even better things...
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nikonphoto80:
im glad you are doing so much better.

what was the change of mind that you had?

I think I may be in your area this weekend if you would like to do something.

presence:
smile
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Have you ever tried to tell someone how you feel about them and then it ended up ruining your friendship?
How are you supposed to deal with that?
I hate trying to get over things.
It really sucks.

On the bright side though
I only have to work until 4pm today and then I have two beautiful days off to myself.
I'm so glad the...
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nikonphoto80:
that did kind of happen to me a long time ago, it really sucked, it took me a while to get over that. it really just takes time, just be with your other friends and forget about him.

I hope your days off are amazing.

oxy:
hope your feeling better.

HUGS <3
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Ughhh.
Ridiculous.
I wish someone could just say, hey Chelsea, everything is okay and here's what you should do.

It's going to get better.
Soon.
I hope.

I meant what I said.
Except I meant much more than that.
nikonphoto80:
maybe if I new what was going on in your life then I could give you some advice, if you need anything let me know, Im not to far from you and Im in your area every couple of months.
manfredman11:
well, I wish I could give you advice, but since I have no idea what its about, I can only say "hang in there"
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Uggggh.
Why is it I always end up in heartbreaking situations with the opposite sex?
One of my close friends.
He's so amazing.
And I had the chance to kiss him last night and we were right there looking each other in the eyes and what do I do?
Hug him again and get in my car and drive away.
Cursing myself to not doing...
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nikonphoto80:
I think we all get that way from time to time, some of us more then others, it will come to you, you will get it right some time, just slow down and enjoy everything and next time just kiss the boy, Im sure he wanted it to.
monk_mcsleaze:
At least you didn't do irreparable damage to a friendship on a whim. On the other hand, if you felt a connection and you're SURE he did too, then kiss him next time, damnit! Life's too short.
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I'm alive.
Finals are next week.
Nathan has a stupid new girlfriend and I am nothing but trash on the side of the road.
I don't hardly care anymore. It hurts less and less each day.
I'm trying to move on.
I'm so excited about the weather warming up.

Yeah.
nikonphoto80:
good luck on your finals.

To me he doesnt even sound like he was worth your time, just a boy trying to be a man, he would have never treated you like you should have been treated.

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I am awkwardly depressed.
Secretly, almost.
I'm a plaything and a liar.
I am scared.
Voluntarily helpless.

I want this to make more sense and just pass.

I want answers.

I want to know what to do and what will happen next.

I'll never see that bra again, I don't think.
You're not even nice enough to reply to a simple phrase on some stupid...
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nikonphoto80:
If you need to talk you know where to find me, I hope things start going better.