cameralikeagun

I never thought that getting closure could hurt so bad.

My ex boyfriend, the "one that got away"....

we finally sat down
and talked
it was a short talk
and an awkward talk

but I finally know that I'm never going to have him back.
He said he was sorry
but that still didn't keep me from walking away and bursting into tears.

I've held on for three years waiting and hoping that that boy would come back to me.

And now I know for sure that he's not.

And all I could do was walk away and cry.

I got my closure.
And I know that that's a good thing
but it hurts so fucking bad.

Thank God for my best friends.



On the other hand
Jake
the most recent ex
that poured his heart out to me...
ironically has two classes with me this quarter and I don't think he knows what he wants.
But I guess I don't either.

My entire love life is fucked.