This work week is lasting forever and a day.
Today was terrible.
Busy non-stop.
I'm going to Pittsburgh in four days for Warped Tour and to visit all my friends from the Art Institute.
It's going to be a very short, but much needed temporary escape.
I should go to sleep.
I mean
I need to.
I have to work at noon.
Of course
I need a lot of things.
My ex boyfriend emailed me today and said he was going to be going to school with me at OUSC.
Ugh.
And he said, "Miss ya."
I mean shit, listen to him trying to say he misses me but making sure it's as impersonal as he can make it sound.
And now I get to go back to school next month and run into him all the time.
I was trying to cut things out not let them back in.
Sad thing is though, I kind of want it.
I just need to feel like I have power?
I don't fucking know.
I'm actually slightly fucked up right now.
So pardon how random and choppy this is.
Or bitchy.
Or...
something.
Yeah.
Damn, I'm just going to crash.
Sorry I haven't gotten around to uploading any of my work... just.. things have been pretty crazy.
Today was terrible.
Busy non-stop.
I'm going to Pittsburgh in four days for Warped Tour and to visit all my friends from the Art Institute.
It's going to be a very short, but much needed temporary escape.
I should go to sleep.
I mean
I need to.
I have to work at noon.
Of course
I need a lot of things.
My ex boyfriend emailed me today and said he was going to be going to school with me at OUSC.
Ugh.
And he said, "Miss ya."
I mean shit, listen to him trying to say he misses me but making sure it's as impersonal as he can make it sound.
And now I get to go back to school next month and run into him all the time.
I was trying to cut things out not let them back in.
Sad thing is though, I kind of want it.
I just need to feel like I have power?
I don't fucking know.
I'm actually slightly fucked up right now.
So pardon how random and choppy this is.
Or bitchy.
Or...
something.
Yeah.
Damn, I'm just going to crash.
Sorry I haven't gotten around to uploading any of my work... just.. things have been pretty crazy.
It is looking like this is going to be the first year I'm going to miss the warped tour in many years, it makes me so sad and really mad, it really is the best part of my year.
So do you think you two are going to be getting back together, I hope what ever happens happens for the best.
I'm always fucked up, I have way to many issues.