Have you ever tried to tell someone how you feel about them and then it ended up ruining your friendship?
How are you supposed to deal with that?
I hate trying to get over things.
It really sucks.
On the bright side though
I only have to work until 4pm today and then I have two beautiful days off to myself.
I'm so glad the...
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How are you supposed to deal with that?
I hate trying to get over things.
It really sucks.
On the bright side though
I only have to work until 4pm today and then I have two beautiful days off to myself.
I'm so glad the...
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Ughhh.
Ridiculous.
I wish someone could just say, hey Chelsea, everything is okay and here's what you should do.
It's going to get better.
Soon.
I hope.
I meant what I said.
Except I meant much more than that.
Ridiculous.
I wish someone could just say, hey Chelsea, everything is okay and here's what you should do.
It's going to get better.
Soon.
I hope.
I meant what I said.
Except I meant much more than that.
nikonphoto80:
maybe if I new what was going on in your life then I could give you some advice, if you need anything let me know, Im not to far from you and Im in your area every couple of months.
manfredman11:
well, I wish I could give you advice, but since I have no idea what its about, I can only say "hang in there"
Uggggh.
Why is it I always end up in heartbreaking situations with the opposite sex?
One of my close friends.
He's so amazing.
And I had the chance to kiss him last night and we were right there looking each other in the eyes and what do I do?
Hug him again and get in my car and drive away.
Cursing myself to not doing...
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Why is it I always end up in heartbreaking situations with the opposite sex?
One of my close friends.
He's so amazing.
And I had the chance to kiss him last night and we were right there looking each other in the eyes and what do I do?
Hug him again and get in my car and drive away.
Cursing myself to not doing...
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nikonphoto80:
I think we all get that way from time to time, some of us more then others, it will come to you, you will get it right some time, just slow down and enjoy everything and next time just kiss the boy, Im sure he wanted it to.
monk_mcsleaze:
At least you didn't do irreparable damage to a friendship on a whim. On the other hand, if you felt a connection and you're SURE he did too, then kiss him next time, damnit! Life's too short.
I'm alive.
Finals are next week.
Nathan has a stupid new girlfriend and I am nothing but trash on the side of the road.
I don't hardly care anymore. It hurts less and less each day.
I'm trying to move on.
I'm so excited about the weather warming up.
Yeah.
Finals are next week.
Nathan has a stupid new girlfriend and I am nothing but trash on the side of the road.
I don't hardly care anymore. It hurts less and less each day.
I'm trying to move on.
I'm so excited about the weather warming up.
Yeah.
nikonphoto80:
good luck on your finals.
To me he doesnt even sound like he was worth your time, just a boy trying to be a man, he would have never treated you like you should have been treated.
To me he doesnt even sound like he was worth your time, just a boy trying to be a man, he would have never treated you like you should have been treated.
I am awkwardly depressed.
Secretly, almost.
I'm a plaything and a liar.
I am scared.
Voluntarily helpless.
I want this to make more sense and just pass.
I want answers.
I want to know what to do and what will happen next.
I'll never see that bra again, I don't think.
You're not even nice enough to reply to a simple phrase on some stupid...
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Secretly, almost.
I'm a plaything and a liar.
I am scared.
Voluntarily helpless.
I want this to make more sense and just pass.
I want answers.
I want to know what to do and what will happen next.
I'll never see that bra again, I don't think.
You're not even nice enough to reply to a simple phrase on some stupid...
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nikonphoto80:
If you need to talk you know where to find me, I hope things start going better.
I am the most paranoid person you will ever meet.
I wish I could stop worrying about things all the time.
It freakin' sucks.
I cannot wait until March.
I wish I could stop worrying about things all the time.
It freakin' sucks.
I cannot wait until March.
nikonphoto80:
What are you worrying so much about?
What happens in March?
What happens in March?
I'm still alive.
The weather is awful here. It started snowing last night and now it's raining and the snow on the ground is a thick sheet of ice. I called off from work this morning and the university was closed.
I'm trapped in the house, which I guess I should appreciate the time off but it's rather boring.
I bought a PS3 last week...
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The weather is awful here. It started snowing last night and now it's raining and the snow on the ground is a thick sheet of ice. I called off from work this morning and the university was closed.
I'm trapped in the house, which I guess I should appreciate the time off but it's rather boring.
I bought a PS3 last week...
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nikonphoto80:
Its really bad here to, I had to let my car run for half an hr so the ice would let go of my car, it was no fun driving in that stuff, they should have called off work, but they dont care if we get hurt, as long as its not in the building.
Athens Georgia? I hope it is a good move and is a place you can love from day one.
That is a really nice photo.
Athens Georgia? I hope it is a good move and is a place you can love from day one.
That is a really nice photo.
personaljesus:
You might not believe this but- for a guy who lives in the "warm all the time" Southwest- stuck inside a cozy home, with ice and snow outside with nothing to do but drink coffee and play on the PS3 and surf the net. I would love to trade places with you for a month. Oh look it's going to be 75 degrees this weekend! 
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zzzzzzzBah. I fell up my front steps last night (yes, up... I know) and now I have a huge and painful bruise on my knee and I came this close to probably breaking four of my fingers when I tried to catch myself.
I'm feeling so discouraged about my photography lately. I've had zero time to do anything new because of school, work, and the...
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I'm feeling so discouraged about my photography lately. I've had zero time to do anything new because of school, work, and the...
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nikonphoto80:
Im really sorry, Im glad you didnt break anything.
We all have our creative blocks, it will pass, I know it will.
Be very careful, you dont want to wait to long, dont let yourself be the right now girl, you do need to take a stand, if you dont start acting like you deserve better then he isnt going to treat you like you deserve better, make him think you are so tuff, he is never going to just change unless you do something to change him.
No matter how smart, how beautiful, how talented a girl or guy is there will always be some one out there who doesnt want them, even if the person who doesnt want them isnt as good looking, or talented or as smart, most young people are always looking for some one better, until some one comes along and makes them think there is no better.
We all have our creative blocks, it will pass, I know it will.
Be very careful, you dont want to wait to long, dont let yourself be the right now girl, you do need to take a stand, if you dont start acting like you deserve better then he isnt going to treat you like you deserve better, make him think you are so tuff, he is never going to just change unless you do something to change him.
No matter how smart, how beautiful, how talented a girl or guy is there will always be some one out there who doesnt want them, even if the person who doesnt want them isnt as good looking, or talented or as smart, most young people are always looking for some one better, until some one comes along and makes them think there is no better.
chinnsanity:
"People tell me how smart I am, how talented I am, how laid back I am...
all kinds of shit that you never know what to say when told...
but I can't believe it all since if it were true I may not be in the predicament I'm in right now. "
This has nothing to do with any guy problems. Guys will put a girl's head through hell just to get laid. AND, I've probably done the same at some point in time.
And, I mean...some people are just...TOXIC. Look no further than me and Allie for an example...I'm STILL wrestling with that, myself.
I love you. Stay strong. And you ARE amazing, baybeh! (Chinn doesn't lie!!!!)
Call/Text me soon.
arrr!
all kinds of shit that you never know what to say when told...
but I can't believe it all since if it were true I may not be in the predicament I'm in right now. "
This has nothing to do with any guy problems. Guys will put a girl's head through hell just to get laid. AND, I've probably done the same at some point in time.
And, I mean...some people are just...TOXIC. Look no further than me and Allie for an example...I'm STILL wrestling with that, myself.
I love you. Stay strong. And you ARE amazing, baybeh! (Chinn doesn't lie!!!!)
Call/Text me soon.
arrr!Hey everyone
just letting you know I'm still alive.
I'm so glad Christmas is over and it's much more calm at work. It's really nice but I'm starting to remember how boring it was, too.
I had a good Christmas and a great New Years, and I hope everyone else did, too.
I just started winter quarter this week and it's going to be hard,...
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just letting you know I'm still alive.
I'm so glad Christmas is over and it's much more calm at work. It's really nice but I'm starting to remember how boring it was, too.
I had a good Christmas and a great New Years, and I hope everyone else did, too.
I just started winter quarter this week and it's going to be hard,...
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nikonphoto80:
im glad your holidays were good.
I hope school goes ok. so what does intro to religion talk about, it sounds like an interesting class to me.
I hope school goes ok. so what does intro to religion talk about, it sounds like an interesting class to me.
I am so incredibly thrilled that it is Christmas eve. I'm so ready for the Holidays to be over.
There's a lot going on
I woke up in Nate's bed this morning.
I dont' have time to explain.
Unfortunately I'll go ahead and say that we've not gotten back together. It seems that a month after I wrote that letter, things just went right back...
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There's a lot going on
I woke up in Nate's bed this morning.
I dont' have time to explain.
Unfortunately I'll go ahead and say that we've not gotten back together. It seems that a month after I wrote that letter, things just went right back...
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you had a great Christmas.
I hope the thing with Nate works out for you.
I really like that photo.
I hope the thing with Nate works out for you.
I really like that photo.
I just wanted to drop a line and let everyone know I'm still alive, just really busy with work and really tired and stressed.
I'll be back to the regular updates and such eventually, though it may not be until after the Holidays.
We'll see.
<33
I'll be back to the regular updates and such eventually, though it may not be until after the Holidays.
We'll see.
<33
nikonphoto80:
well I hope things go well and have been going well, I miss hearing from you.
paxton:
have a good x-mass
So
my doctor called me this evening to tell me that I have mild Dysplasia.
Great.
Mild dysplasia is a precancerous disease of the cervix
but
it can clear up on it's own so I just have to wait to go to the doctor in six months and get checked again.
I should be okay.
The chances of it turning into cervical cancer are slim....
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my doctor called me this evening to tell me that I have mild Dysplasia.
Great.
Mild dysplasia is a precancerous disease of the cervix
but
it can clear up on it's own so I just have to wait to go to the doctor in six months and get checked again.
I should be okay.
The chances of it turning into cervical cancer are slim....
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nikonphoto80:
that is really scary, I'm glad they think you will be ok, you better keep an eye on things, we want to keep you around for like 100 or so more years 
oxy:
i hope it all works out ok, im sure you will be fine.
I hope your days off are amazing.
HUGS <3