So, here I am looking through the new profile layout and trying to figure where all my witty comments went to. Then I noticed the tabs over my profile pic and I see they need some updating...done and done. But wait, there's more...I have to pee, be back in a sec...
... Okay, so all my life I had pegged myself as straight up Hetero. I'm not saying that i have doubts about that now, I'm just wondering if interest in women is really what defines my sexuality. I mean, lets face it. I like women because its my gender role. Men like Women, Women like Men. But you have folks who like members of the same sex. Maybe they have it all figured out? Maybe opposite sex pairings are normal...in an abnormal world? What if what I really want in a partner is something that won't be found in a woman.? I dunno...just thinking in print.
I LOVE to watch girl on girl. LOVE IT! Not because its hot to see two chicks makin' out, but because the best kisses I've ever seen have been girl/girl. Women KNOW how to kiss women. I could watch two fully clothed women kiss for hours. Damn sure. Men do not know how to kiss women. I don't know what the fuck we think we're doing but from my perspective its a fucking train wreck.
Guys, slow it down. Take your time. Soft and sensual, get the hands involved, caress her face, play with her hair. Tease with the tounge, you're not snaking a clogged drain. For fuck sake don't do the head wobble thing, it makes me dizzy, lord knows what it's doing to her. Passion is great but smashing her face is not. There's a time for aggressive kissing and it will come but you've got to start off right man!
In all the bullshit over the last 6 months I've come to understand that if nothing else, my ex did me one service. She taught me how to kiss a woman. Thank fuckin christ! Looking back, I can't believe I wasn't laughed at for my pathetic performances. See, she had the advantage of having kissed a few girls herself and that gave her the insight to pass on to me. I just hope I'm not wrong about having been taught the right way...I mean I'm a guy, what the fuck do I know?
I do know this much...you don't know what you've got till its gone. I miss having someone to walk up to and wrap my arms around. I miss the intimacy of having someone close to me in a world with such large personal spaces. I miss lying in bed and thanking my lucky stars for the heartbeat beside me. I miss lying naked between fleece sheets pressed against another naked body.
... Okay, so all my life I had pegged myself as straight up Hetero. I'm not saying that i have doubts about that now, I'm just wondering if interest in women is really what defines my sexuality. I mean, lets face it. I like women because its my gender role. Men like Women, Women like Men. But you have folks who like members of the same sex. Maybe they have it all figured out? Maybe opposite sex pairings are normal...in an abnormal world? What if what I really want in a partner is something that won't be found in a woman.? I dunno...just thinking in print.
I LOVE to watch girl on girl. LOVE IT! Not because its hot to see two chicks makin' out, but because the best kisses I've ever seen have been girl/girl. Women KNOW how to kiss women. I could watch two fully clothed women kiss for hours. Damn sure. Men do not know how to kiss women. I don't know what the fuck we think we're doing but from my perspective its a fucking train wreck.
Guys, slow it down. Take your time. Soft and sensual, get the hands involved, caress her face, play with her hair. Tease with the tounge, you're not snaking a clogged drain. For fuck sake don't do the head wobble thing, it makes me dizzy, lord knows what it's doing to her. Passion is great but smashing her face is not. There's a time for aggressive kissing and it will come but you've got to start off right man!
In all the bullshit over the last 6 months I've come to understand that if nothing else, my ex did me one service. She taught me how to kiss a woman. Thank fuckin christ! Looking back, I can't believe I wasn't laughed at for my pathetic performances. See, she had the advantage of having kissed a few girls herself and that gave her the insight to pass on to me. I just hope I'm not wrong about having been taught the right way...I mean I'm a guy, what the fuck do I know?
I do know this much...you don't know what you've got till its gone. I miss having someone to walk up to and wrap my arms around. I miss the intimacy of having someone close to me in a world with such large personal spaces. I miss lying in bed and thanking my lucky stars for the heartbeat beside me. I miss lying naked between fleece sheets pressed against another naked body.
i love reading your blog, i'm surprised you don't have a million fans, like me..
anyway its almost 5 am and i should have been studying tonight..instead i played poker