camalot

Soooo, the friend that wants to bed me will likely get her wish...once she gets over the pain of breaking up with her fience [sp?], selling their house, splitting their possessions etc, etc. We actually kissed the day before they broke up. No matter there, the relationship was dead years ago...poor girl. It was strange, she told me, that the breakup argument was the only calm, rational fight they have ever had in their 6 years.

I am at odds with myself on this one though. I truly want more for her happiness than to get my hands on her. No shit. If I never get to press up against her naked body I'll be just fine so long as she never goes back to that dope. The problem as I see it is this...I wonder just how much influence my desire to be with her is influencing my advice to her. I suppose questioning this indicates that I'm likely doing right by her.

I'm tired.