He wouldn't have sex with me last night, and he refuses to do it tonight. SINCE WHEN DO I HAVE TO BEG FOR SEX?
Work has been shitty. I've worked non-stop, and Sunday will be my first day off in two weeks. All I want is a good love-making session to ease my mind, my nerves, and the rest of my body. My whole self aches, back, feet, legs...you name it, it hurts. A little sex isn't too much to ask for, is it?
Perhaps it is. It's not just the sex that I want. I want to be made to feel like a goddess. I want to feel adored, beautiful, and as though I am loved with all of that person's being. Hearing it is one thing, feeling it is another.
Is it so hard to take a little time to kiss every inch of my body? Is it that horrible to touch all of me, not just my "hotspots"? Is it so ridiculously trying to whisper words of praise as my breathing grows heavier?
I don't think it is, but then again, I pour every ounce of my being into my "sessions". I make the effort. I want that person to feel my heart and soul in every touch of my lips. I want them to feel beautiful.
I want to feel beautiful.
I'm going to Philadelphia on the 27th 'til the 3rd of January. It should be fun, I hope. I really need a vacation more than anything else right now. And sex. Good, loooong-lasting sex. But I guess I can't have that.
Work has been shitty. I've worked non-stop, and Sunday will be my first day off in two weeks. All I want is a good love-making session to ease my mind, my nerves, and the rest of my body. My whole self aches, back, feet, legs...you name it, it hurts. A little sex isn't too much to ask for, is it?
Perhaps it is. It's not just the sex that I want. I want to be made to feel like a goddess. I want to feel adored, beautiful, and as though I am loved with all of that person's being. Hearing it is one thing, feeling it is another.
Is it so hard to take a little time to kiss every inch of my body? Is it that horrible to touch all of me, not just my "hotspots"? Is it so ridiculously trying to whisper words of praise as my breathing grows heavier?
I don't think it is, but then again, I pour every ounce of my being into my "sessions". I make the effort. I want that person to feel my heart and soul in every touch of my lips. I want them to feel beautiful.
I want to feel beautiful.
I'm going to Philadelphia on the 27th 'til the 3rd of January. It should be fun, I hope. I really need a vacation more than anything else right now. And sex. Good, loooong-lasting sex. But I guess I can't have that.
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zero_the_hero:
I think I understand the not just hearing but also feeling concept, but other than that, I don't know what to say. Humans are odd beings, sometimes simple, sometimes not. hope you have fun in PA .
acidevangelist:
I have come to the conclusion that "He" is the stupidest human being on the planet.