calypso

Just got my SG boy beater and panties! I'm so excited! I uploaded some pics of me in my new undies, but I don't know if you all will be able to see them.

Take a look and let me know.

EDIT: I've got some more shit to talk about.

I was on the phone tonight, ranting and raving about how unhappy I've been. Here's my biggest, probably trivial from your perspective, dilemma:

I don't feel like I inspire anyone. Not the "I look up to you" kind of inspiration. The kind of inspiration that provokes creativity. ie: poems, songs, anything written...anything artsy, really.

I've written countless poems. All of them crap with one or two exceptions, but I've had a muse or two. Someone so wonderful (or horrible) that I couldn't help but write about them.

I'm not that person to anyone, and it sucks. Hell, any letter I've received has been straight to the point, no frills. It's pretty weak.

I suck at life.