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calypso

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Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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It's about 3:45am at the moment, and I'm wide-fucking-awake. I'm hooked on this site.

I must say, I simply adore all the comments I'm getting, and the message boards keep proving to me what a fun bunch you all are. Awesome.

Keanu Reeves is depressing.

I wanna have a baby. I mean, I do but I don't. Emotionally I'm ready for it. I'd love to have someone to nurture and care for and love. I'd love to cradle a warm little body in my arms...

It'd be so fulfilling to have a child. I've never really had a family. I've never been loved unconditionally.

It would be so completing to make a child feel the way I never did...and I'd have someone who would love me no matter what. Hell, I certainly don't like my mother, but I love her. She knows it.

ALAS, I have not the financial nor marital status to grant me that which I desire. Quite sad.

I'll make a great wife some day, and an even better mother. I've learned from the mistakes of my own; I could never force a child through the horrid things I had to endure.

Sometimes I think I'll never get married, though. I know I'm young, so I know that I've got a lot of time before I can be labeled a spinster...but do you ever get a gut feeling? Something inside you that leads you to believe nothing but what it whispers? An inkling, I suppose you could call it.

I've had feelings like this before. I'm almost always right.

Until I get a ring on my finger, I'll never believe otherwise. I can't see that happening.

I'm effin' depressed all of a sudden and now it's not all Keanu's fault.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
maxk:
I would give my eye teeth to see you in a set with your See's uniform!

How can you possibly be depressed? You are hot as hell--someone is going to snap you up in a second. And you'll do much better than Keanu! smile love
Nov 22, 2004
midfuckepiphany:
this was a cool profile to trip across
Nov 23, 2004

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