ok i've been a couple of days pretty sketchy on an internet connection, so you will have to put up with this. No far reaching words of wisdom here.
Attitude. I need to work on mine. I don't know quite how to go on it though. cheery misdemeanor is nice in most facets, but I think that requires an optomistic attitude, and that just ain't gonna cut it here. Things feel pretty nhilistic still. But there is a huge desire for change and a strong laziness in working for that. I think it is important to continue to experiment, as much as possible. Self-esteem is in serious question, but I think it breaks down to being happy where you are. The people I find myself surrounded by bring me nothing but disappointment. Must focus more.
Attitude. I need to work on mine. I don't know quite how to go on it though. cheery misdemeanor is nice in most facets, but I think that requires an optomistic attitude, and that just ain't gonna cut it here. Things feel pretty nhilistic still. But there is a huge desire for change and a strong laziness in working for that. I think it is important to continue to experiment, as much as possible. Self-esteem is in serious question, but I think it breaks down to being happy where you are. The people I find myself surrounded by bring me nothing but disappointment. Must focus more.