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I'm pretty sad today. Each day I feel like I am falling further and further into a swirling vortex of nothingness. Its like fighting your way out of quicksand. Perhaps it is better to escape that person in the vortex, and see what happens. What if they aren't there when I come back? Sounds like the start of a multiple personality complex. I feel like...
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The kitchen is coming along cheftastically. I'm gonna get so fat. I'm dying to use my new culinary equipment. Anyone hungry?

Vacation sucks so far. I'm getting a lot done, but it will never be enough. Sometimes it seems more worth while to light fire to your place and collect the insurance. Shopping spree!!! Its tough to let go of the past without a future there to lean on. Still pretty lonely. Gotta get out on saturday. I think I can make it.

I went to the muckleshoot last night. Please don't hate me.

I start my vacation at 9 pm pst today. Lets hope its wild.

It has been a long time since i got in a real fight, but it has been sounding good lately. had a friend limp into work today talking about his and man it sounded good. Even I can admit thats a little fucked up. I got a week coming off here and I'm trying to find a way to abuse it. signed off of myspace...
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Something to think on.

Fucking-O I hate shit like this, but it kind of hit me today while I was running around like crazy. I will add a little blessing along with this thought: "If you read this, you are a good person. If it does make you think about what you do everyday, you are a great person, and if it actually changes what...
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Been a weird couple of days. So much political bullshit at work. Nice to be away for a couple of days. I got all of today off, and I'm looking to get into some trouble. Hopefully that pans out.

Wow another shitty valentines day. I guess they could be worse, but I don't see how. I even wore my underwear with the hearts on it. Maybe next year will be better. I've been feeling a little forgotten lately.

Well I guess another heart day is upon us. Happy misery to all.

Man I love screwing with my little sis. I think she may eventually need therapy on some level, but I can get her good anytime. She tries to get me back, but you can't trick a trickster. She is a maid of honor this weekend so send much love her way. She is the girl in one of my profile pics.