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what a nut job of a day. DTs still panically sweating every moment. Someone asked me if I was hispanic. I consider that a compliment. Take work seriously, and take play seriously. The dark skin and black hair may have something to do with that.

Closure is sweet like the honey off the nipples. Never fear closure, but only fear not finding it. God is...
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Passive happen-stance aside, the mundane is becoming disturbingly exotic.

I must take notes.

One may wonder what forces push the everyday person into their daily momentum. Near misses of fate and casual head-on disasters, seem to occur on a daily basis. It is becoming more evident that there are two types of people in this world, those that live out of others and those that...
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I molested myself last night.

I told myself no, but I knew I wanted it.

My aunt Nola is passed away this today. We aren't blood, but she has always been like family. She is a Native American woman, who makes the greatest burritoes, and makes quilts that baffle the mind. She has some quilts hanging in the Colorado Museum of Natural History. She was retired and sewed a gorgeous quilt for my joke of a marriage. Its beautiful and...
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Got april fooled yesterday. I got out of work, and my car was gone, Nice work, sis. Note to self "be crueler to little sister". Shit I've done enough to her already, I guess pay back is a bitch.

I hope everyone had a happy april fool's day.

Wow, divorce is like leprocy. Only its a special kind of leprocy that single, available women get repulsed by. I don't even want to admit to it anymore, but how do you describe what you have been upto over the last few years without referring to it. I'm trying to say things like, "I was in a very bad relationship" or "I've been learning more...
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I had to give a pretty girl a flower today. No one dresses up anymore for no reason. It should be rewarded.

looking for a new wind to catch my sails and change my heading.

Feeling sad again. I guess that is what happens putting your faith in someone else. When their wind changes your life changes. Funky sounding, but I still posess what she will never get. The last of the insults end tonight (see new album). A diamond in the ruft is lost in a sinking well, and that is fine. Closure is a bitch, especially if you...
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So I've done my research for my Jacob's ladder piercing. Can anyone give me any advice from experience, please??? Or any suggestions on where to get my jewelry. Thanks.

Thinking about dating again. Will someone please talk me out of it.

I'm starting to get it, I think. Gotta find yourself after you lose yourself. There is no lost and found.