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calvinamil

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Sunday Feb 06, 2005

Feb 6, 2005
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wow, i've doubled my number of friends! this is teriffic news. So now that i'm positive that humanity is on my side (or i guess we're all on the same side) i can update my journal regularly with the idoscyncrises of my mostly mundane existence. To start:

I have way too much time on my hands currently. Like far far far too much. My musical life is reaping the benefits, but like most "artists" the prolific periods of our lives are also the most emotionally unstable and unsettling. i'm alone way more than i'm used to, and am now far more sensitive to people's haphazard approach to maintaining friendships. i'm starting to feel insecure about my physical appearance, and am in general wondering towards the futility of waking up everyday. and i'm a terrible speller.

well cheers all, and have a good super bowl sunday.
-amil
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abyssia:
>>i'm alone way more than i'm used to, and am now far more sensitive to people's haphazard approach to maintaining friendships. i'm starting to feel insecure about my physical appearance, and am in general wondering towards the futility of waking up everyday. and i'm a terrible speller.<<

same here. even down to the spelling. thing is, i'm not getting creative with it at all.

i'm really curious about the "humanity is on my side" statement. please explain.
Feb 7, 2005
annabelle:
hope your super bowl sunday went well.
and have a great wednesday.
xo annabelle
Feb 9, 2005

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