Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

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i need to stop overthinking this shit, and relax.... i've just made myself physically ill, and i feel a fucking panic attack comming on. This is good shit my friends.
annamei:
you should try yoga, i can teach you the downward dog if you want biggrin seriously though when i stress i focus on my breathing, it really helps!
mothra:
Thinking is a bitch sometimes. frown

Monday Aug 16, 2004

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New day, better way....
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ms:
Call me at 11 to make sure I woke up............
withsobereyes:
Heh, not yet, its still beta and im not lucky enough to be in, but as soon as it comes out, its geek fest '87.

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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This is about how i feel today...

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the the door and...
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supergp:
All your Modest Mouse are belong to us!

Where do we go from here?
amory:
No i honestly don't think that I could dude. Do you want me too?????

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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I had great time last night hanging out with some good friends. Amory, BrokenGlassHeart, AngelFuckaz, NightmarishWar, Stacie, Polaris, Amber, Kristin (i hope i eplled that correctly), and Nick... i hope i didn't forget anyone.

We all hung out in a park, got drunk, and talked about everything, and nothing. good times..
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supergp:
Well, shit. Was this in PHX ot TUS? If it was in TUS, you should've invited me.
supergp:
Are you making fun of my bubble bath?

That's OK, I really don't mind. It's just relaxing, I'm not so insecure that I'm gonna get offended.

Saturday Aug 14, 2004

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hot pink sucks... END!!
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angelfuckaz:
Yes he is.
sedona666:
What are you talkin about!? Hot Pink is bangin'! You had two fine ladies up on you at one point if I remember correctly. tongue

Friday Aug 13, 2004

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still have writers block... this is lame
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stacie:
there will be no update until i post my photo in front of the inmate craft store!
So, whats the plan???
supergp:
I told you- go DO something. The writer's block will disappear like magic.

If you can't write, it means you got nothin' left to say. And you won't, if you sit there and stare at a blank screen. The only way to cure it is to have some experiences worth writing about.

Wednesday Aug 11, 2004

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so, funny story... I think i am going to become an alcoholic very soon. I just now drank a beer, and it was like i had been waiting the whole day for that beer. So then i drank another one, and once again, it was that good. Then yet again, another beer... and now i may be on my 6th or 7th.. i'm not sure,...
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aaron:
I love me some beer...

Don't do it every night, and don't start beating your kids and you'll be ok.

thrasher:
some of us function very well as drunks

Wednesday Aug 11, 2004

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i hate being so cryptic... but there are some things that you come to realize as an individual, about other people that almost make you feel like shit for being a human fucking being.... that's as good as this is going to get.
amory:
the world sucks sean.

fucking sucks.
supergp:
... it's not nearly as bad as the hurts that go on everywhere everyday that are taken so casually by all of us as facts of life. Maybe it boils down to how much you actually want to subject yourself to. If you accept for even a moment the idea that each human life is as precious and delicate as a snowflake and then you look at a wino in a doorway, you've got to hurt until you feel like an asshole yourself; so you draw all the appropriate lines. You stop feeling. But you know that then you begin to die. So you tussle with yourself. How much of this horror can I actually allow myself to think about?
-- Lester Bangs

So when the hell are you moving on down Tucson way?

Wednesday Aug 11, 2004

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i am so shitty drunk right now.... END!!!
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blaueminxaugen:
I want to say that I am suprised....but I'm not.
amory:
YES!!!!

That rules.

Why are you such a ruler???? love
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