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update:

nothing to report.
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herotozero:
dont steal my thunder buddy...im the one with nothing to report! tongue
kickrjason:
sometimes its better to report nothing then to have new stuff to gripe about

Iakona
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Well, what a night. I think i shall share it with you all.

All of you who know me well enough to care, already know that 7 years ago i was in Tae Kwon Do, and that i was at that time training for the olympics. At that time in my life i had already been in Tae Kwon Do for over 5 years. Allthough...
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kickrjason:
Thats awsome i trained Kenpo for quite a while a year and a half ago i had to stop for $$ issues. I do miss it i loved how you can clear your mind and focus so well. congrats smile
supergp:
The real trick is realizing you don't need the tae kwan do to get to that mental state.
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stacie:
yay!!!!!!!!
thedarkness:
I don't think that Charlize Theron would've agreed to be in the picture if she had to wear the original costume like in the anime.


By God she looks scrumptious in all black.
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How do we forgive our fathers?

Maybe in our dreams?

Do we forgive our fathers for leaving us too often,
or forever when we were little?

Maybe for scaring us with unexpected rage.

Or making us nervous because there never seemed to be any rage there at all.

Do we forgive our fathers for marrying,
or not marrying our mothers?

Or devorcing,
or not devorcing...
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supergp:
Mesa? WTF!
You live in *tucson* now. Not *mesa*

Shape up, man!
conxuela:
wow, what is that from?

father's cnanot be forgiven for forgetting to do their job.
to me, anyways.
there's no excuse for being a douchebag father and there's nothing anyone can do to reverse it or "make it better".
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i know i'm a nerd, but i love this shit.
i guess this is me:

You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan. Your type can best be summarized by the word "Healer", which belongs to the larger group of...
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jmand2:
you back in phx?
sedona666:
I am a Healer too, but my match is a Champion.
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herotozero:
i was wondering when your ass was gonna be back

welcome home s biggrin kiss
sedona666:
I'll read it. Glad you're back. Hope your journey was worthwhile.

Did you go to Marks' last night? Polaris was supposed to call me, but never did.
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BUAHAHAHAHA, i fucking did it... i made the best Break up album ever, EVER I TELL YOU!!!!! i love this C.D. so i shall share it with you all.... Let me explain the concept of this rediculous effort.
first you have to explain the emotions of one who has just been kicked out of a relationship with someone they cared for imensly, the cycle of...
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sedona666:
Those sound like really good songs... even though it's all bullshit, it's an important part of living and learning and sometimes you just gotta go through the steps.

That excerpt is from the book I've been reading by Jean-Claude Koven.

I hear you are returning to Phoenix/Mesa....

Hope you are well. kiss
mothra:
You forget about the inescapable hope song... after its all over. The maybe someday we can be happy again... because you never really let go and accept it.
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booyah.... time to figure some shit out. and start cutting some things out of my life.


"Think Deep, Talk shallow."
-Sean Meyer.

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on another note, i have been stood up by the same person for the second time in a row.... now i get to drink this bottle of wine by myself again.... AGAIN. what a fucking night.
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stacie:
argh! let me at 'em!

Okay, so would you like to come on a sunday maybe for some bbq, check out the new pad? Maybe 6/19???
stacie:
um, 2 is always a good time.. maybe 6/19 at 2 pm?
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Well, i don't know how this keeps happening... i've been thrown into another shit state of mind. I hate it when this fucking happens, i don't know what else to say... Fuck the meds, i think i'm getting off them for good this time. i'll just drink a lot more to balance it out, HAH.
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the_minx:
Wow. Drink more? That doesn't solve the problem, Sean. Wake up and smell the fucking cacti. Don't destroy your own body, over some funky shit going on in your head that you can't figure out. You're smart. You'll figure it all out. The fact that you're even acknowledging the fact that you're going to drink more to fill some void, you think you have, is a sign that you want help with something. A lot of us down here love you, and you make it extremely difficult for us to help you, when you're so reckless with yourself. It hurts us, you know. I love you...you know that.
sedona666:
"Motherfucking cocksucker. Motherfucking shit fucker. What am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? The African guy is a sign, right? Because if he isn't, than nothing in this world makes any sense to me. I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck! Shit!"

How come we only ask ourselves the really big questions when something bad happens?

Just take a big rubber ball and hit yourself in the face with it. wink

And call me if you want to talk.