My first assignment! Finally, something I can probably write a whole novel about. Haha. Well, I was only a Hopeful for a short time before turning Pink, but even in that short time span, my life has changed a lot, and completely for the better!
My whole life, I've never been content with my body. I never considered myself fat, but I was always one of the bigger girls in the class in school. I was bullied a lot all through elementary to my freshman year of high school. Due to that, I lost a lot of weight due to stress and anxiety, and unfortunately, eating disorders.
The first picture is me at my freshman Homecoming dance, and the second was at my junior Prom. You can see the huge weight loss.
After I dropped out of high school (right before Prom), I started to feel a bit more confident with my body. I had curves in all the right places & my teeth were straight thanks to my braces. That's when I knew I for a fact wanted to become a Suicide Girl (as soon as I was old enough).
Flash forward a year or so later to my photo shoot with @writeboy. I felt so comfortable in my skin finally, and when I saw those pictures- oh my god, was I more than happy with them! I looked & felt so sexy! When my set Warming Up To You went live in February, all the feedback made me feel some type of way! I have never EVER in my life had so many people compliment me on my curves. It was a whole new level of confidence that I've never had. It almost brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it.
All of you guys have turned my life around and made me love myself. Battling through depression and anxiety is not easy alone, but with my family here at SG, I know I'm not alone, and I finally know that I'm beautiful! 😅
xoxo,
Callista
