calle

I think that I'm going to go to the beach today, even though it was like 102 at laguna yeesterday. I really want to take a nap... for like several months... is that weird? I'm just tired of all the crap that is my life. I want to be free of my arm, I want to be free of doctors, lawyers, casemanagers, adjusters... fucking everyone that is in my life that was not invited! Where is the people that I want to have in my life? I mean really. This has been 2 years now that I have been dealing with all of this and I'm just really fucking tired!!! Geeezzzz!

Fuck it! I need a bloody mary! ummmm