calina

"Hello"- to all my fellow Homo sapiens !
things are still going around here. i hit a little bump in the road earlier today, but my spirits have lifted somewhat since then. (i'm thinking maybe it was the pot...). and, I also just realized, about 45 minutes ago, that I had not been playing any music since earlier today. like, I was surrounded in...
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* Hello-Hola+Bonjour-Aloha+Hallo-Ciao *

hopefully, everyone had a great Thanksgiving. Mine was actually low-key this year. usually, we go down to FL to my parents and have a big gathering there. but, this year we kept it in ATL, GA and just made a smaller dinner here with my brother and some other close friends. I ate way, way too many...... cookies .

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but, before...
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the reason why I have yet to do the " 20 Things About Me" is because I am still thinking of even 3 things...

but, here's the first one (and, it will still be both the first and the last one once I actually get the list going):

* I am obsessed with death and I think about it every day and I have thought...
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it's been awhile since I last had a moment of clarity, so I figured I'd write about it while it lasted:

... as I take the last bite of my mustard potato salad, I pause and take a look around my apartment. then, I begin to laugh, like this reassuring, "everything's so simple" laugh as I say aloud: "you know, I could really live the...
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gosh damn it- it felt so fuckin good outside tonight...! i took my dog out for a late night stroll around my complex. it felt so liberating to hear the leaves rustling and spinning through the air, to feel the wind blowing through my pants, my shirt, my hair, and my spirit and to see the trees swaying every which direction like an orchestra in...
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The world must be dead today or something. did everyone have a tragic Friday night or what cause nobody is picking up the phone? then again, neither am I....

maybe, I should stay in tonight. I have been out since Thursday night. I went to the strip club with both my bosses and two of my coworkers, and let me tell you just how fun...
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in an effort to begin this particular entry in a light-hearted fashion, I shall begin with a positive reflection.....
um, 33 days till Halloween!
yeah, that will do...

as of late, I have been doing the usual. except, this past weekend, I went up to my good friends farm up in Tennessee. yeah, Tennessee is not all that but the many acreage of farm land...
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*first off, "Hello", to everyone.... !

ok, what happened to Apnea?
"come back!"-will it help if I say, "please"?
I mean, I don't know. it could all just be some sick, twisted, cruel game....

I really don't understand how some members on here can even have a friends list with active members when they, themselves, are not really all that active. plus, they have...
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~Happy Labor Day!!!~

I think it's amazing the reaction that I get from people when I say that. first, it's the "dumb, huh, look", which is then proceeded by a big smile with a raised eyebrow. and, finally, the reciprocated response.
it's like, everyone forgets it's a holiday and who really says "happy labor day" to anyone. so, when I do say it, it is...
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