calina

*first off, "Hello", to everyone.... !

ok, what happened to Apnea?
"come back!"-will it help if I say, "please"?
I mean, I don't know. it could all just be some sick, twisted, cruel game....

I really don't understand how some members on here can even have a friends list with active members when they, themselves, are not really all that active. plus, they have no journal or pics. hmmm..... so, I could really just be "friends" with some non-existent, prototype of the person with whom I imagine this person to be....

100 KB's is really a small picture...

it was really humid today and I didn't like that. I am so ready for fall....

drugs really are not all that exciting anymore..... well, except for weed, but I don't term that as a drug....

what day is it, and why does my dog not stop staring at me?
"bitch, I will go to bed when I feel like it, and no, you cannot have any of my ice cream. how would you like to sleep in my shit?"...

it's a beautiful, full moon. I usually like to sit outside and enjoy it or take pictures of it but lately I have been spending most of my time in my bedroom. my bedroom used to be my place of refuge when I had roommates. now that I don't have roommates, I have to learn to enjoy my bedroom again. and, I do.....

you know, some things are just not meant to be intellectualized or understood. I think I am one of those "things"......

(and, it gets easier to accept each day).