well, god damn it.......... you actually DO have an opinion....
do you feel better now? i bet you don't. i made you express the repressed. I made you express the side of you that is so much you that you are afraid to show.
what's so fucking bad about it, really? so, you get angry. so, you get jealous. so, you get clingy and cannot function on your own, unless I am attached to your facking hip.......
well, I am not like that. grow so facking wings. be your own god-damned person. don't mold yourself around me because chances are........ you will become like me.....
I am comfortable in my shoes......... (but, that doesn't mean that you will be). I hate being able to predict you. I hate knowing how you will react or how you will pretend in a certain situation. PROVE ME WRONG GOD-DAMN IT!!!
quit trying to become something you are not just for the thrill. quit saying that you understand and act like everything is okay but yet you do not ACCEPT (or have any facking clue). it's okay to be different. it's okay to be yourself.
will someone just please surprise me and actually be themselves. will someone please be comfortable with who they are. will someone please be so damn confident in themselves that I do not even so much as fathom to play manipulative mind games. will someone please just not let me strike the core of their emotions in order to get some sort of remote reality and truth out of them........
i hate to be the bitch. i really do. but, how does that saying go, "tough love". yeah........... that's it. stop being a fucking pussy and just be your own god damn self. oh, and try to comfortable with who you are in the meantime. that way, it won't take someone as bitchy as me to "guide" you to that realization.
either way, I am guilty............. it sucks, really. but, I don't care (?). you don't like me because I don't tell you what you want to hear. you don't like me because I don't sugar-coat shit. you just don't like me because I know what motivates you more than you will ever know. you don't like me because I make you feel uncomfortable because you feel as though you have lost yourself or that you have no control over who you are because I can answer your own question that you are afraid to say.
I am not a rocket scientist. however, I AM one of the most real people you will ever know. I DO know myself way, way too much. I know what's fucked up with me, etc etc. but, the point is that I KNOW. do you...........? have you even pondered? do you even care? are you even aware?
well, my friend, that is the fucking difference........... (will someone who knows themselves or will someone who can at least grasp themselves in every which way and make due with what they have or don't have, please, please come talk to me............... (how come we don't have that as an option in the SG dating profile........) ).
do you feel better now? i bet you don't. i made you express the repressed. I made you express the side of you that is so much you that you are afraid to show.
what's so fucking bad about it, really? so, you get angry. so, you get jealous. so, you get clingy and cannot function on your own, unless I am attached to your facking hip.......
well, I am not like that. grow so facking wings. be your own god-damned person. don't mold yourself around me because chances are........ you will become like me.....
I am comfortable in my shoes......... (but, that doesn't mean that you will be). I hate being able to predict you. I hate knowing how you will react or how you will pretend in a certain situation. PROVE ME WRONG GOD-DAMN IT!!!
quit trying to become something you are not just for the thrill. quit saying that you understand and act like everything is okay but yet you do not ACCEPT (or have any facking clue). it's okay to be different. it's okay to be yourself.
will someone just please surprise me and actually be themselves. will someone please be comfortable with who they are. will someone please be so damn confident in themselves that I do not even so much as fathom to play manipulative mind games. will someone please just not let me strike the core of their emotions in order to get some sort of remote reality and truth out of them........
i hate to be the bitch. i really do. but, how does that saying go, "tough love". yeah........... that's it. stop being a fucking pussy and just be your own god damn self. oh, and try to comfortable with who you are in the meantime. that way, it won't take someone as bitchy as me to "guide" you to that realization.
either way, I am guilty............. it sucks, really. but, I don't care (?). you don't like me because I don't tell you what you want to hear. you don't like me because I don't sugar-coat shit. you just don't like me because I know what motivates you more than you will ever know. you don't like me because I make you feel uncomfortable because you feel as though you have lost yourself or that you have no control over who you are because I can answer your own question that you are afraid to say.
I am not a rocket scientist. however, I AM one of the most real people you will ever know. I DO know myself way, way too much. I know what's fucked up with me, etc etc. but, the point is that I KNOW. do you...........? have you even pondered? do you even care? are you even aware?
well, my friend, that is the fucking difference........... (will someone who knows themselves or will someone who can at least grasp themselves in every which way and make due with what they have or don't have, please, please come talk to me............... (how come we don't have that as an option in the SG dating profile........) ).
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_bossanova_:
Hey doll-I hope you're doing alright. We need to go dancing again.
kid_suicide:
it will dont worry