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Wednesday Dec 01, 2004

Dec 1, 2004
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at the request of my adoring fans, an update!!!!

life is going good, finally got my computer upgraded and got finances in order. I am ready to start the next chapter in my life; both as a father and just growing as a person in general. i don't club and party like i used to- i mostly prefer a nice quiet night at home oddly enough. the court date is dec. 14, and after that her childish games are over and the court will slap her upside the head with the reality stick.
the sad thing about the matter is that her acting like an immature child made this easier for me to deal with. I have lost time with my daughter that i can never replace, and for this i shall always have a bit of fire inside me. that fire is what allows me to move past my feelings for her and do what i need to do. i can say clearly at this point that i loved her, but i do not love her now. i just want to see my daughter.

anyways- blah!!! btw, heather and i r still looking for new friends to chill with out in the I.E.- we need more peeps to know!
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
xhavokx:
we enjoy staying at home too smile

i really hope that everything works out for you and your daughter...
Jan 10, 2005
noctem:
Hey man, I'm right here in San Bernardino...what's up?
Jan 11, 2005

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