calgoth

well, life has been busy. i feel like i barely sleep anymore cause i'm always driving out to see alexandra or going to see my g/f. my ex is acting cooler, but it feels very weird, being around her and not being with her. I've come to tears a few times watching her with our baby. aside from that, i'm trying to get by. i think i may start going out to perv more, i forgot how much i love to dance . I promise i'll get my act together soon and start posting in all my friends journals and going to the weekly things again, i just need to get crap straightened out.
a little over a month till pre-faire starts. Soon i'll be back to wearing my kilt every weekend.
I wish i knew what to do, but right now all i can do is live day to day.