well- i have started a journal in an effort to vent my life online, i don't know how much i'm going to be writing, but i do feel quite alone right now, my life in the last month or so has changed so much since my fiancee left me. now i'm struggling to try and live my life again with her. i don't even know how to act these days, before her i was a very 'friendly' guy, but now i've tried and while its still fun, it somehow feels empty 