calamity

So as of today I'm officially done with school. Had my final survey of all of my graphic design/illustration stuff, and my one and only exam following promptly thereafter.

I am beyond exhausted. I haven't slept since Saturday night (or rather, Sunday morning).

It's Tuesday.


I just feel..... really blank. Really dissatisfied. Not with myself, just with the whole thing. I'm underwhelmed. It doesn't make me excited, or even scared or nervous..... i just feel so.... blegh.

I also didn't make it into the senior show, which isn't really a huge deal for me because it's basically just showing your work to get a design job with some industry people (and it's widely known within my department that I have no goals of pursuing graphic design, in light of looking for an apprenticeship).

I wish my roommate hadn't dumped a ton of my stuff from my hall closet all over my room. After not crawling into bed (even for a nap....) it makes me anxious when she rearranges things on me.... and, yanno, it's my room.

And now, to go take a coma. If you need me, try getting in touch Saturday. I should be awake by then.
♥calamifinallyfuckingdoneschool. FOREVER.