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ugh.
evidently 'his friends' still read my journal and told him i'd written about him.
so he phoned me 3 times in succession and left 2 almost identical voicemails telling me i'm weird.
hmmm...who is the one acting weird?

he left me so why doesn't he just leave me alone?
why does he feel the need to still keep tabs on me if he doesn't...
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perversia:
Thanks sweetie!

M is driving me mad so I can't begin to imagine what it's doing to you. I just wish he'd leave you alone and let it rest.
perversia:
Awww...sweetie...I know this is really hard for you. I know it would be easy for me to say all you need is to find someone else but that's not what you need to hear. I just want to be able to turn back time for you and make this all go away.

Hugz
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m is really fucking with me again and it really really stings.
sunday we spent hours talking about trying again and left it that i'd go round his house for dinner sometime soon and see how it went...

then yesterday i finally picked up my xmas present from him - a handmade tailored lovely black shirt, that i had to pay for myself *ouch* i...
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fernando37:
what kind of shit is that you must done something to provoke him?..whoever told you that needs to fuck off...you don't attack your lover...wife--girlfriend...fuck that noise..anyway..
i just wanted to say hi.... kiss
mrlucky:
My heart goes out to you.
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look what i made!
oki i did have some help from the guys at work but still...

you get rebuked by a surly French woman for taking the wrong directions - just my style, lol!

let me know what you think - i've just done a month at this new place and i'm loving it.

now i just need to get that eiffel tower tattoo...
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deleteddelete:
Nice work. Chapter three is a little buggy and the loading times are a bit slow - but otherwise it looks nice and it's good fun smile
perversia:
That's really cool! Nice little procrastination device for me!
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Its like being in purgatory, I don't know if I should move on or hang on, I'm just floating here empty and waiting. Waiting for my guardian angel to save me or the devil to reclaim my soul - and the scary part is that right now I don't know which is which or who or what is going to be my redemption. skull

Let's just...
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king_mob:
Black is good for any occasion...

I do want only happiness for you, I'm also concerned by what I've read about your Ex.
Good luck and lemme know if you need anything.

ARRR!!!
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hey...
m just left - came to get more of his things and we talked
oki we aren' back together but we both want to try, we aren't actually trying yet but he's asked me to have safe sex if i do fuck anyone else...

its weird but its a step closer
he still loves me he said

it was really hard - i was...
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cakemix:
nothing is ever so broken that it can't be fixed.
it takes work and if the people involved are willing to wait it out then it is possible.

and he's not trying to control my sex life - he's telling me to do what i need to do but to be safe for both of us...
perversia:
Yeah...maybe I'll try something...or at least make more time for myself before I go to bed and not just go straight after watching TV or something.
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i'm being all "cultural" and doing so much more these days...went out thursday night and saw 'the bull' at the barbican which was really fucking amaxing - well all but the golf scene. go see it if you can - its supposed to be based on an old irish fable but had so much vulgarity and violence in it that it coulda happened in my...
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mck:
We were in the Crouch, I guess you didn't make it!
mrlucky:
I'm glad to hear that you are slowly feeling a little better, and getting out.
You are as always my favourite eye candy, so even a little blurry you are absolutely gorgeous. Have a great night out, and take care.
XXXXXXXXX
M
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my eyes itch and i hurt all over...and what a fucking weekend its been!

zodiac mindwarp party upstairs at the intrepid fox last night and then eritrean vegan dinner with gimpo from KLF this evening - 2 blasts from the past and now miao!! pushkin has come back here to stay with me while her mommy and daddy are off playing.

my allergies mean my right...
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antenna:
Gimpo?! woo.... I've been a KLF fan since around '89, and am currently trying to read Wild Highway. Its a fucked up book... I love Bad Wisdom too.
Are Gimpo and Z as deranged and murderous in real life?

Oh, and I/we just got a nice Fleshbot write-up, my first one... *clicky*

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tsui:
Pushkin? That is too cute! I had a cat called Purrkins once, I love cute names like that.
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thanks to all your help (well a couple of you)

i've decided to give up looking for a new boyfriend/girlfriend for lent.

so for 40 days/nights i'm only going to have fuck puppies.

and luckily i think that lent breaks right after my birthday - whew!
well that is if there are any suitable candidates to be had by then...

wish. me. luck. EL SUICIDO LOCO
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charlielove:
i feel like your tag line should be "i'm the better batter, baby."
saltlord:
Fucking puppies? I've heared it called killing kittens. I have found that when you stop looking for a partner they sneak up on ya and smack you in the head with their tits. I could us a good tit smacking right now and I could go for wacking someone new with my dick.
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VIDEO of RavenIsis preforming with renegade burlesque at the club nasin at the underworld on valentines night. i am such a proud mom!
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echo:
Foxxy girl dancing to a great song. Who wouldn't be proud. Meow!
polly:
wow, it isn't too often you find a mom as hot as her daughter. wink
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if you shoved the reddish pinkish jelly babies up my cunt and liquidized them then that would be the period blood i'm having today...smell likes sweeties as well!

the doctors are still being useless and i have the worst pain in my upper left abdomen.
ugh.
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lolablu:
I feel like a lot of doctors treat "lady problems" like this. It's really frustrating.
oren:
Agreed! I was so disappointed when it all turned to slush.