i was thinking of making this entry sg only but grom and all the guys in leeds will be disappointed. he was my main director on what to wear and he even tried to tell me how to act while out tonight. 
but i want to write about the guy i met up with this evening - except me and my big mouth i was telling our other friends about sg so he'll probably find it and it will be a boy scenario all over again.
tonight was nothing like planned = as always hapens
the guy was filming today and was running late as filming always does - has anyone ever been involved with a film that finished early? thought not,,,
so my best friend dj ting and gidget came and picked me up and we went to old orleans in covent garden for some cocktails
i like that place. we were in the voodoo room with lots of skulls and stuff and i was wearing my voodoo shoes so it was good. had strawberry martinis...wait laurence fishburne is on tv...ok i'm back (and way too horny now)...one bad thing about losing my dreads is i don't automatically attract the black guys - dam! 
so the guy came to meet us at old orleans - and its strange as i've been talking about going back to louisiana alot lately.
he brought a couple that are working on the film with him and the girl turned out to be from o.c. but she's been in europe a long time, she is my lil bro's age so not my group but of course we had to have one person in common...lol...its always mike ness!
anyway = about the guy. i let him go this evening, i'm not ready. he looks at me and i know it could be special but i'm not comfortable.
(o god yum the fishburne) the guy is too thin. he lost weight and got his tight tummy back but i think he's gone anorexic. he sat there and was telling me the weight keeps dropping off easily as he doesn't eat anymore. his face is too thin and starting to hollow and i look at him and know i could break him even tho he is strong. he's not sturdy.
cake rule: never date a man that wears smaller size trousers than yourself.
BUT. our first night back hanging out and he comes out with how broody he is now we are 40.
o that one. i've not had a period in years as i was on depo and didn't come off until last november when i was with the boy. at my age it might never come back, so the catch is i'd love to have another kid with someone that loved me and would be around rather than do it myself. but if i couldn't produce would i just get replaced?
it was that conversation tho that made me think i COULD fuck someone slimmer than myself...realise that this post is alot deeper and longer (oo-er) than i usually writed
but i've not had sex for over a week so nothing juicy to report.
i did snog that girl on thursday night tho
but i want to write about the guy i met up with this evening - except me and my big mouth i was telling our other friends about sg so he'll probably find it and it will be a boy scenario all over again.
tonight was nothing like planned = as always hapens
the guy was filming today and was running late as filming always does - has anyone ever been involved with a film that finished early? thought not,,,
so my best friend dj ting and gidget came and picked me up and we went to old orleans in covent garden for some cocktails
i like that place. we were in the voodoo room with lots of skulls and stuff and i was wearing my voodoo shoes so it was good. had strawberry martinis...wait laurence fishburne is on tv...ok i'm back (and way too horny now)...one bad thing about losing my dreads is i don't automatically attract the black guys - dam!
so the guy came to meet us at old orleans - and its strange as i've been talking about going back to louisiana alot lately.
he brought a couple that are working on the film with him and the girl turned out to be from o.c. but she's been in europe a long time, she is my lil bro's age so not my group but of course we had to have one person in common...lol...its always mike ness!
anyway = about the guy. i let him go this evening, i'm not ready. he looks at me and i know it could be special but i'm not comfortable.
(o god yum the fishburne) the guy is too thin. he lost weight and got his tight tummy back but i think he's gone anorexic. he sat there and was telling me the weight keeps dropping off easily as he doesn't eat anymore. his face is too thin and starting to hollow and i look at him and know i could break him even tho he is strong. he's not sturdy.
cake rule: never date a man that wears smaller size trousers than yourself.
BUT. our first night back hanging out and he comes out with how broody he is now we are 40.
o that one. i've not had a period in years as i was on depo and didn't come off until last november when i was with the boy. at my age it might never come back, so the catch is i'd love to have another kid with someone that loved me and would be around rather than do it myself. but if i couldn't produce would i just get replaced?
it was that conversation tho that made me think i COULD fuck someone slimmer than myself...realise that this post is alot deeper and longer (oo-er) than i usually writed
but i've not had sex for over a week so nothing juicy to report.
i did snog that girl on thursday night tho
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great stuff as no periods
but takes a year to get out of your system
didn't realise my sexuality was reversible when i went on it originally when i was travelling around africa...