cakemix

flower boy has left.
not me but london = forever for good, never to return, well - as forever as anything is these days...he phoned me at 9am yesterday morning and said he had to see me - i'm used to pre=skate bootie calls so didn't think anything of it and as i had loads to do told him that i couldn't see him, because satya's tailcoat she made me was ready and i also had a wedding to attend, so no bootie today.

then he dropped it.
said that he was leaving london to live in wales and surf. so i dropped everything for a last day with him...and it was worth it...also still made it to camden to pick up my sexy tailcoat, a luscious handbag and 3 pair of shoes - i spent so much on footwear and accessories that the shoe guy gave me his card!

and still i was sad...
its hard enough to lose my london fuck puppy but to also lose someone who wakes up as early as i do, loves the watching the extreme sports and horror channels and dvd's all day when the weather is shit.

that is it,
its all i want, just someone special to snuggle up on the couch with and watch crap films all day long...