cakemix

so it's been a nice couple months with the boytoy but with all the is it/isn't it bullshit i am getting pretty tired of it and no longer finding it fun - that, coupled with the fact that he is absolutely pigshit thick and just gets stupider when he drinks - thinking it's time to call it a day. coming so soon out of a very horrid relationship, i really wasn't looking for anything but when it landed in my lap and was a cutie pie to boot, why say no? and now it's just not worth the effort anymore - things may change, but right now i'm feeling quite happy with my decision.

i may not feel the same way come the weekend when i want a date and someone to cuddle and my list of booties is pretty short...there's my sexy gangsta boy, and then there is the punky old lesbian author...but otherwise not much else in this city. and right now getting on planes and trains for a fuck is not an option - so instead i shall be focussing a bit more back on me and my little man, elvis the puggle - not that i could really do anymore for the spoiled rotten pooch!

so things i will be doing to help take my mind off the fact i'm not getting to fuck every night:
more doggie dates
experiment more with puppy treat cooking (this could be a business idea)
back at a new gym
new, different bellydance and fire classes and rehearsals (need more shows)
crochet crochet crochet (more things to sell!)

my latest crochet item is going to be a banner with the word CUNTHAMMER on it.
as soon as my laptop battery dies i will be getting onto it. it's for a very special friend who has been taking very good care of me lately - she deserves alot more but it is all i can think of doing for her right now. and i'm hoping that this is going to be another line of crochet that will sell very well...
what do you all think?

hope you have all been well in my absence!


Little man elvis by cakemix, on Flickr