yea i know i stayed up late last night watchn' that film antichrist - wierd! and i've been up for awhile this morning. sorry i couldn't make the SGUK party at club punk last night.
but i'm tired.
tired of the last week of the month having no money at all no matter how well i budget.
tired of health things no matter how much i do try. those of you that know me irl know that i've had alot of problems the last few years and they have really left their toll on my body.
so i'm supposed to be starting a new regime today - something suggested by the buddhist woman ex nurse that did my butt wash (colonic irrigation) yesterday, but not even got enough money to go buy some apple juice and fresh fruit and sheeps yoghurt.
the apple juice is to be mixed with the greens powder that i spunked my last bit of dinero on.
fresh fruit because i need more roughage to cleanse my system. the sheeps yogurt because after breaking vegan for my health, she reckons that cow's milk - even organic - is not goin to settle in my body...
...unless it was fresh and unpasteurised.
n i know where to get that (the market by my fucking x)
but again no money to buy it.
the other part of my new regime tho that the butt washer wants me todo is write my feelings about my body and observations down every morning - of course she is old school (even though quite young and 'hip' well young as in 38) so she wanted me to have a lil notebook - but why start another little notebook when i've got a perfectly good blog just sitting here on SG waiting for words to be thrown into it?
so i'm here on a sunday morning.
and just noticed that the wildflowers i re-potted in a lovely new matte black pail are thriving this morning. which made me smile inside and be hopeful. now if only someone would re-pot me!
ok. ravenisis has just got up and gone back to bed - so guess i will too...
sounds like the club was fun last night!
but i'm tired.
tired of the last week of the month having no money at all no matter how well i budget.
tired of health things no matter how much i do try. those of you that know me irl know that i've had alot of problems the last few years and they have really left their toll on my body.
so i'm supposed to be starting a new regime today - something suggested by the buddhist woman ex nurse that did my butt wash (colonic irrigation) yesterday, but not even got enough money to go buy some apple juice and fresh fruit and sheeps yoghurt.
the apple juice is to be mixed with the greens powder that i spunked my last bit of dinero on.
fresh fruit because i need more roughage to cleanse my system. the sheeps yogurt because after breaking vegan for my health, she reckons that cow's milk - even organic - is not goin to settle in my body...
...unless it was fresh and unpasteurised.
n i know where to get that (the market by my fucking x)
but again no money to buy it.
the other part of my new regime tho that the butt washer wants me todo is write my feelings about my body and observations down every morning - of course she is old school (even though quite young and 'hip' well young as in 38) so she wanted me to have a lil notebook - but why start another little notebook when i've got a perfectly good blog just sitting here on SG waiting for words to be thrown into it?
so i'm here on a sunday morning.
and just noticed that the wildflowers i re-potted in a lovely new matte black pail are thriving this morning. which made me smile inside and be hopeful. now if only someone would re-pot me!
ok. ravenisis has just got up and gone back to bed - so guess i will too...
sounds like the club was fun last night!
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cakemix:
aw, so glad i could make you smile - and now that i know you are smiling i am smiling! thanks x
calculatedx:
The cleavage drew me in and the blog won my heart. 