cakemix

tonight has been bad...i am more depressed and feel more alone than i have in ages.
and it's nothing to do with the guy either.

or maybe it is.

the realisation that the only guy that has treated me halfway decently in years is headin' bak to iraq in 3 weeeks time doesn't exactly fill my heart with glee as i'm sure you can all imagine.

(i think i should just tie him up and keep him here with me!)